I miss my daughter and son, my twins

Whom i adore.

I love my daughter
I love my son
My elder son always my protector
My younger son to be my saviour
My daughter is pride of his father
Its our beautiful family

Me in my 45 he is 36
People though see me as 65 and he is 28
Want to f**k him
Want to kill me
Just to hav sex with him
Is it that love
I feel it is cunning desire to rule world and get power into your handsand be called god
Then i would say close your bed room door
Put your hands tutn the music that roars i am god.

You b******s creating pain in my private parts killing me in my dreams never makes you to desire it just ruins you more faster that tilts yoir fate what you think to be
Yama gaNdM started...
Where parents efforts went futile for the reason what ypu ate a cunning b*****d .

Jesy jacob