Why i cry always for one who always made me to cry so far. Neither

Of my parents, siblings and my kids never made me to cry except only when i miss them.

But a man for me always hurted me though he has become her own always kept her crying.

Never my tears for anything my financial troubles pf my parents. But tears always filled my heart morethan my eyes only for him.

As i always seeked my.man thinking he is prime for me he always made me to cry for one reason or another

I believed in God, married him adored him but he made her his own in a mystical way and protected her from evils by he taking the poison. So she was crying for him always why you are taking so much poison.

My kanna kanha God !
With you always, not just because for a reason but because i am born only for you.
You keep me weeping thinking that you are also weeping back only tears made us jtogether in a knot with a joy of pearls around my neck which i seeked of mom.

This life dont know what we are for but i always wanted you your love as my man.
You came into my life as mother goddess told and i am with you as i shall be for the reason i am for you.

The body to body touch i think signifies true love of untouched bodies it doesnt matter as we are together inseparable like every other soul in their bodies.

Only that burdens me is the life leading away from all my beloved belongers staying alone hidingly to them which is a lifeless life where never i seeked for.

So here i am with my soul light waiting for the day to let perish my this body which has become impure by being with another man who tis my x husbanf ook care of my son and still taking care of my son. I wait here to seek you with my body less soul.

A woman for you.
My dear man.
Jessy Jacob in this life but always your woman in any life.