Am i rat and a street dog??

I just loved you
At the right time
You moved the time
Blaming back
Me as holing your famiky
Barking like dog

If that is so
Then you havent known me much
Then day is not enough to explain about me

This life is short
You hav seen your dad passing way
Mother lying on bed

Just its not matter of time that 65 yrs life where 45 yrs passed to live for few more is not difficukt but why i need to live when you are not with me as promised.
You took your way
When you needecmy help you came back
You saw me still loving you
Then why do you say i am a rat but not any more someone whom you loved

I did cared for you more than otgers thinking of you
You left me making sure i am fine
But this fine life is getting me pain to not to sustain
So today i gave up on you thinking that lady doesnt leave you
She is so selfish you know very well
Her desire didnt stop in sbatching you she wants me to destroy me even though you are with her
If that is tge case then i said she must be punished for disturbing so many lives is it bad
She is in spirituality or religious family mothing of all made her good and she continued her viral behaviour still in 35 yrs of jer age hurting others.

If that is her it scares me how she gonnna help society by being part of this world.


Jessy Jacob.