The life in realms

On 2011 diwali night at Houston Swaminarayan temple, first time he saw me physically , i with 6 months pregnanancy, eyes were watching me, but i couldnt find who is watching me because i havent seen him physically by that time.

Then in 2011 december with close to full term i was loved by him when our inner desire seeked for union pleasure.

He was in the offfice already arrived waiting for me,to join the company. It was 2011 December where i attended interview in the same company.

I miss those days where i couldnt see him since 2015 june. Those 4.5 yrs were like the precious time which i never thought, that will be the only time with him.

But no matter what he couldnt stay away from me in thoughts in heart in mind from then.

Today i stay here alone, seeing ups and downs in my life. He is making sure i am fine and loving me more than previous day, as every day passes.

I am just worried a little, can i dream for him a hug or atleast to touch me my dead body or have a last look of me from near before my body perishes which he liked and couldnt even had the touch of my n****e, which he longs for.

I also long for his cute face wide chest smooth neck long arms to lie over me and feel.his nervousness to breathe his breath and his sweat smell as he hugs me.

People laugh and ask you do still think all your dreams come true? Of our ill fate being written by few evil eyes, i feel still confident to see my dreams come true, which he made me to be. That we will have our touches screams pleasure ecstacies, in our own way and in real realms in this life. Why to lose hope, hoping for good always makes heaven on earth.

I miss him today when people haunt us in our private hours too with our untouched bodies in our own 4th dimension of space whrere thoughts only talk touch love a soul to soul touch.

I love you Kanha.

Missing you,
Jessy Jacob �'�.

No one can think or imagine of our love that surpassed people awe.