I am not sure...

I dont know how you are happy away from me when i am missing you badly, it speculates me did you ever wanted to touch me.....

I wish my last day changes as God cant see my burdensome life relieves my soul, i just need what else than that...

I cant make my son weep my mom died due to some reason...

So i wish my turiya state kicks in and people let me free....

so that i continue my respinsibility from my God's place.