Whose is Lord Krishna! why people fell in love with him?

it is pretty curious for people, who struggled ages to see or have glance of him

For me or to anyone who adores Lord Krishna, he is God as he is the only love giver tirelessly though people throw rocks at him, he adores them as he is abundant with love to innocents, and he is also dharma keeper and protector, which people try to make fun of innocents he punishes them and teaches a lesson. 

Rishis men and women do penance for ages or eons to reach him and pray and devote their life to him, he is the only god who teases, loves and punishes. 

he in his charamaslokam says 

sarvadhamani parithejya 

mamekam sharanam vraja

ahanthva sarvapapebhyo

 mokshayushami masuchaha. 

the meaning goes, if you leave all your dharmas and seek me as your own final seeker, i will let you free from all ill things you have done and i will set you free. 

usually when people die this slokam is made them to hear in their ears with tulsi water in mouth.

Even in Bible or Quan the God says same at least at the end before you die try to seek me i will help you. 

hence he is the protector from our evil deeds which we performed knowingly or unknowingly, 

i love krishna as a God, i used to do abhisheka to his idol, put vastras, clothes, do prasadam, chant vishnu sahasram, every Saturday i performed his pooja, i used to make maalas for him with my own garlands, i used to cry before his idol when are you going to reach me and or when will i reach you.

yesterday with hardships i am going through i couldnt understand what is happening in my life why i am still homeless without him, why i need to go through this, hey Bhagvan where are you why you are making me to go through this hardship, what are you doing with me?  for a second i felt like i am going through very toughest time in my life leaving his home town though for a week, it was getting difficult for me to go away, i dont know how i managed all these days away from him, but these three months living close to him and working in his office i felt like heaven i never thought someone ill will hurt me this badly i also didnt forgive that person who made me to terminate my job, i took a serious action though it scared few, as he blamed me so much without a reason being a 73 yrs old person how much matured he supposed to be, if those persons are like those no wonder younger people being so cunning, i think the world is seeing very evil persons around the globe, i feel the only person who is selfishly being truthful and trying to good is only me with him in my soul, yes dharmam walking on one leg and that it is me, only left soul who could fight with evil, will that adharmam will kill this one leg too ? no that second will not happen as dharma samsthapanardham god will arrive to kill that adharmam. then dharmam will walk on four legs. 

my back is aching but i cant stop writing as it is hurting me deep inside my heart than in physical body, 

i know people never accept their real motives if it is evil, they will try to prove wrong what someone is saying about them. But they doesnt know truth will never become lie and always satyameva jayathey. 

i believe in myself, my selfish heart, true love and adoration i never cheated any , never hurt ant too knowingly as i keep away my feet if i am stepping on ant, i just wanted to say i never hurted any innocent but i scolded if something look wrong or any person doing wrong. it is my nature, i am proud to be so, though evil and wicked stamps on me saying i am doing something wrong, i feel no regret or embarrass, i feel i am fine what i am doing its not the win i seek i just want to do right and do good though it may hurt any it doesn't matter to me protecting innocent is more important than forgiving guilty. 

with all my pain and sufferings 

with a bright hope for future, 

i remain as his only love and wife, 

Jessy Jacob.