First time travel to Kerala!

I was leaving the city of my mother in law, but going to her home town which is in South, Kochi, in Kerala state. It was a getting too difficult to leave his home and going to his grandmother's home town, then i felt why should i feel so. Here the life is simple, no busy traffic, its a town and not a polluted metropolitan, but what i was more missing is not able to see my home as frequently i thought i would and send anything very quickly.  Though i never see the family members, but at least i feel the presence of them in home. 

I had my debts, which i am settling the debts a credit card and bank loan of total of 12 lacs, settled to 6 lacs, 50% waived, so that i will be debt free. This is good news for me. Another good news is that i have started my writing website, well it is running, it needs a development but it will eventually and needs time for it. So not in a hurry but my other two projects are pipelined and well up for developing. 

This year if i turn back what i hav achieved, personally and financially and in career and self growth, i think this year brought me too many surprises and good news, as i am clearing my debts, and investing, career increased my salary in good companies, got admitted in IIM, by this year ending i will have good news. 

In one more month my son will be visiting me, i made my appearance to his family members, by now they hav seen me from near, even his company people know about me. Especially i wanted his family members know me, i think they knew about me more now. 

He has been celebrating my birthday since two months, i dont know what surprise he is going to give to me, this time, i hopefully will be near to him on this birthday, i am going to surprise my mother-in-law, to some extent, i dont know if she feels delighted but would make it one of the best. 

Regarding my love I would like to write,

he is my sunrise, hope, love and romantic feeling  in my heart

he makes me sleep with his dreams till i go deep sleep every night, 

he wakes me up with his smile and sweet voice hugging me. 

I just sleep hugging him as if he is beside me, 

i would like to make fulfill all his romantic dreams, which he wants

i just feel him as a baby, its not that he is just younger to me, but his younger heart 

always wants to live like a kid but he is not kid, he is so matured, thinks very well, plans nicely

does things so perfectly and neatly as much he could, he writes like a great writer, his writings and 

his deep thoughts with paintings, i feel myself so young to him when i see my writings and depth of 

knowledge, this is not a praise, its my heart feelings deep from bottom. 

his description of thoughts, imagination, feel like one more rabindranath tagore, a noble prize winner.

to be contnued ....

-Jessy Jacob,

with every moment in his embrace and hugs.