What I am doing

I don't depress
I darken my room
Liedown
Browse phone
If I had to write on paper
Or think what I need
Do one by one inlist
If it's hunger I just let the pain pass through
My body knows I am hunger but I can't eat anything I don't have
My body forgets that I am hunger does make lost my hunger
If I miss eshan I call him
If I miss him write email
I am not interested in writing but when I am depressed writing on wc helps me
I do think how to improve my savings startup ideas

I write funny poems for teasing him mildly
I put boundaries this is me him family
Others who are hurting me stay put of it
So my mind doesn't think about them

My mind is my great company and he says a voice away