People are so sweet but took and cursed …

Is it bad karma that makes ill fate or god tests our patience ?! Always in discussion with him, he says people do good but god tests their patience. I agree but when people do bad karma what god does to them, always I ask him, he says your question valid god has his means of way making them learn so he deals softly with one doesn’t have patience and one who has patience gives more pain, as gold takes so high temperatures to melt and remove impurities. But a coal just needs a little fire to burn to make them fire, then turns ashes out. Even you burn it unless it is burned completely you can’t remove ashes out.

Then I change the topic, here comes my Appa’s family. His side all are very rarely together. I always ask him.

He eating at the desk reads psychology books his fantasy. He reads aloud thriller stories to amma, I get scared stop I scream in my dream thinking he is reading. He yells still more louder only to her to get scared more.

Then NoNu comes says I am done with this go and get some wine for me, she with a book screams at me. , why so much enough … she yells , no go and get.
These both are crazy sometimes only with me, pulling my legs one by each and I don’t want sometimes because I will be on my mat lying with their torture of accidents making me to fall.

I am not easy also to them I just complain to aPpa he as if scolding them scolds me in front of a dog. I get confused is he scolding me never mind atleast they are getting their shuntings indirectly.

She decides to study as it is her passion. One day she tells to Amma and aPpa that I want to study in university. They were so happy, then these too blocked my way where you want to go?? University do you have that capacity?! Hmm yea I know little English I want to do engineering?? Ooo Engg karoge he exclaims. Yea. What you will do after that he says. I will do my own biz. Hmm just stop thinking of your business you just cook. She says if you go in this dress everyone will laugh . Why I am fine I don’t care.

Story continues…..