Dont write without trustign people

i feel you are suspecting me

i saw some reviews of other writings

that they and you are thinking about me that i am not loving you truely

do you think so?

still you hav doubt on me

i just told about you are taking help of your friend in business

i just want you to be with someone who really cares for you and good for you

i never fall for anyone other than you

you are my only one

you have mind that quickly changes doesnt understand or trust people

i love you and can live for you with your memories of you

do anyone has that guts missing you and stay far from you for everyone else?

people move on

i moved on when you got married and when you said to marry someone i dont know that she wants to side track me then with that man,if i knew then i would hav never listened to you too

but you forced me so much to move on

and later also i wanted to marry to someone only to take care of myself in my old age, you know very well i was looking for an old guy nearing to 60s more than 18+ yr older to me

was it that a necessity or a love that i cheated you if you think so

I trust my buddies bros, for they do mistake but they are our armors, and armies, if you dotn trust your own people you cant rule them or be with them. So try to trust people, ignore their mistakes,

If you think I am a cat fish, i am lover of water, i dont distinguish, if he is salty sometime or sweet sometimes, for always water remains water only, whether it is in river, sea or ocean, i remained for him, i never changed my heart got married someone and then again loved someone, left love, all this unstability i never had, i loved him from eons of ages for he is my Krishna, the shiva, the God, if people have to understand me then they have to trust me slowly trust will come for people already started trusting like, mom, sister i L, coy, and my sweet brother IL who cares for me 

 dad, and she has to completely trust me then only can understand. I dont know about you for you my God, trying to test me, for you always know whom i love, these two people are just bhadka rahe hain, for their unstability and weak minds. I am sorry to say this, but people need confidence and strength. Then only true love will come where you can live for family and also for him by sacrificing, as your parents do care more than us.