A peaceful sleep - that night Eshan had.

it was long haul commotion and confused thoughts how to explain as he grews up my son Eshaa, the reason of my divorce, as he keeps on asking mom why did you take divorce every day in the night, to the sky nd stars. 

Its a big heart, a weeping heart, Eshaa, i dont want to live, I have been cheated by a person who entered into my life asstranger and occupied my whole world, and messed up my life and went by saying nothing, I am sorry Eshaa it wasnt entirely my fault, but i am responsible for the divorce, which messed up your life with out happiness. I am sorry again eshaa, i wish my breath stops this second, i feel embarassed and a failure in the people's hands. 

Mom, dont worry mom, its fine, dont cry, you are fine, i dont want you to die, be brave, lets go for fishing tomorrow, do you want popcorn, stop crying, think about me, i am here, i will stay with you after i turn 18, let me complete my biggest obstacle, of college, and then i will take care of you, we will be happy. 

Then in that night he slept with a beautiful smile, reliveing his stress out and with light heart he was smiling and happy....