A life for Love - in rememberance of a Sweet dream!!

In thoughts of my Love

He says love you, following by i adore you, why cant be with me....

Girl follows his dreams, walks his path, comes out for him, to make his world happy

She loses everything, later realises not his mistake, as he tells him truth.

She then again in his world as she never left him, thinking why did he left her, 

A dove on the hut makes him believe his love for her, then she decided to world 

He is my man, as she adores him too. Again follows his path to make his world happy for him

A person cannot touch her for the emotions he had on her, where the people ahve been touching for their needs so much

as and when needed, is it a fault, is it a sin, is it a disaster, doesnt it not true she loves him, why cant she touch him 

Now the world knows she cant be separable from him, he cant be separable from her, now she takes the last step 

in her life to unite with him to make his world happy, as he is out of further step, blocking his mind with luster, 

A true love has no boundaries, all these days, i never had him touch me though how much he needs it, for a reason, to protect her for her sacrifice, she decides, in good will for him, a already tied knot infront of the world, comes to show to the people.

The people understands who touched him, yes it is the time for two souls to be together and backs off for him and her, the only 

sweet dreaam he is wishing for and she is wishing or the world to be happy, 

is it a reason to have his touch that she born, how many lives she took with him what do you think he did never touched her, that in this life he cannot touch her, i do care for everyone, what is good God is doing and will do, keep your promise which you broke for your family respect, make your famiy happy, how much you want to touch him is it that pleasure end of your life, no responsibility to world, family, and the care where she is trying for him, where he is getting scared of your bad spell. 

I want him run his family biz along with his sister, and future kids too, hope this makes world happy, which is trying to take this last step to bring him infront of the world where his dreams are, which is where he is getting incapable for some reasons of luster. 

Hope you understand the people touching him and touched him, please stop touching him, he doesnt need that anymore. 

6/18/2023. 

jessy. 

Reviews

[emmajoygreen]

This is such an intense but wholly loving write, Jessy Joseph. You tell the story in such eager words, perhaps wanting the world to understand best they can about such a personal relationship . Take care, keep safe, always.

[JessyJacob]

Nyaan illa Jessy Joseph Idu Jessy Jacob. Thank you, for your review. The end of the story is happy. Do review my other writings too.

[emmajoygreen]

Of course I will.. when time allows, as I'm sure you understand. :)

[JessyJacob]

True love will never fail when both are loving each other so truely and need each other. I love him so much and he too.

[emmajoygreen]

Happy for you, is how life should be. Take care, keep safe, Jessy Jacob

[JessyJacob]

For me Husband is important…..

In flight, when emergency, parents are told to keep the air bag and then keep for kids. For my after parents once got married, my husband is everything and more important than kids and parents. Without him, there are no kids and kids come after husband. I feel husband is real time hero and God. In this life m Y Jacob is my husband, hope you understand me now atleast. Don’t misunderstand others there is no hurry for anything till you break it. Before you break everything is fine.

[JessyJacob]

For me** after parents..

[emmajoygreen]

Love is different from person to person, whether it be parents, husband, children, faith - surely? But what matters is that it is LOVE. Your feelings are very intense, dear lady.

[JessyJacob]

No one can take a sip of meaning in my usool, it is tough to implement and follow too. I do miss my x husband sometimes for my son, as he is a responsible person who cares and stood as a husband in my married life. It’s not that I am cheating Jacob or loving less him. It’s true love I adore Jacob for he is too me towards. This is not normal for average humans to understand the depth of emotions. No offense to anyone. I love you Jacob and I miss you ❤️❤️😊.

[JessyJacob]

So far two ladies really did cared for me, I met her in Los Angeles and another one in chennai, for my life what I am going through, the sacrifices and suffering. Hope you will understand me one day that day be sooner than later.

[emmajoygreen]

I try. and will if possible.

[JessyJacob]

I missing him now m Y Jacob.

[JessyJacob]

I missing him now m Y Jacob.

[emmajoygreen]

Be patient, take care and keep safe, please.. Find this or that to take up your time, relax that thinking if you can.

[JessyJacob]

I am not that weak to stop everything and hurt myself. I am fine but sometimes feel bad anyway rest of life how it is going to be, I am not worried but be hopeful atleast death doesn’t separate us. That’s all I have.

[emmajoygreen]

Take care of you, dear lady. Please.

[JessyJacob]

You take care of yourself first, too much you think of others.

[JessyJacob]

Everything is gone in just a flash of second people lied, took serious just one word, didn’t argue. Didn’t fight for , misunderstandings take decisions move on and they regret that no change can be done that may rip others life, so taking proper decisions and adjusting with what left is more important than regretting of or torturing others. I am fine people lived with loved ones in thoughts, he is just a call away from me. He loves me so much only thing that worries is I don’t get to see his pics atleast in others profiles. Everyone protecting their profiles I am not a scary to write someone fate but I say it won’t happen, but I wish to happen good this is my basis. Even if negative I think I don’t want let it happen later I feel bad about my anger. So you all don’t worry about my anger.

[JessyJacob]

Don’t compare yourself with others I know you very well there is no one in this universe who can love me like you, you are my best and only one I want and I need and I adore and I love. I have people coming in my life but they trespassed and left me forever I don’t turn to them. Just be yourself and take care of yourself first, if you are fine then only wife parents will be fine hope you’re getting what I am saying. People others outside of your boundary they just trespassing at the end of the day your wife is only taking care of you, as you are her life, and if people hurt you, don’t feel scared no one can harm you not even that IPC or god, you are such a good person Jacob, I love you do take care of yourself.

[JessyJacob]

You talk about faith I don’t understand when you say honestly that you don’t need me, how should I believe that you are going to be there for me, but even though you made me to think that you do love me, in one corner I felt you are not seriously going to be with me as you never talked to me. This is what I felt when I was going for lunch after seeing you outside building, I couldn’t eat lunch and then so confused but I thought you are just not serious about me. Anyways. I miss you 😊. Everything happens for a reason, if god doesn’t want it happen then it would have not been the same. Sati has sacrificed herself in yagnkund, just for her husband shiva, if she doesn’t then no one will understand her devotion and respect to her husband. One or other will know our love for each other. ❤️❤️😊. Love you.

[JessyJacob]

D.A.C. Shouting..

[emmajoygreen]

Shall we look at the clouds or the stars together, Jessy and smile just for a few seconds
read moreShall we look at the clouds or the stars together, Jessy and smile just for a few seconds

For me to watch whichever up there is relaxing, takes me out of dark moments and more.. is a remedy for what makes me sad or worried.. and truly, dear friend it helps. Have a suggestion, whenever your NOON is there with you, think of me at my NOON, and we will look up at the same time, What do you think: might that be even a little helpful. We could try, yes? Waving a smile towards you.. feel it, please.

[JessyJacob]

I too have same feelings, that was when my first love breakup at college, I thought that person loved me but he didn’t. I had same feelings to watch atleast stars together in sky away from each other both we can see together that are visible for us which are same. Thank you for reminding me. But you keep lot of pain inside, you never made me realized that much pain you were going through where someone was hurting/torturing you and atleast I made you happy with me and did whatever I can. I love you. Now also you are going through lot of pain, it’s very difficult to handle everything, but you are able to but I would only say stay with family and well wishers. You will be fine. I will keep on posting here in Wc. I will be your best. I love you❤️❤️😊.

[JessyJacob]

I know I too have hurted you so much I feel bad but it wasn’t intentional unaware of your past and what you are going through but if known I would have never hurted you.

[JessyJacob]

But I was thinking I would be going to USA for few years due to my liabilities . Still not knowing what to do. What do you suggest.

[emmajoygreen]

Dear lady, if I suggested something and it went horribly wrong, I would feel guilty for hurting you
IF i were you, would write two lists, one for one choice, one for another and different. Think very, very, very carefully.. then. see if you can make up your own mind. It has to be your decision. I has to be, must be your own decision. Perhaps write less in the cafe, and think more at home where time is quiet.

[JessyJacob]

I do things I don’t think if that is what should happen it will happen no body can pull some others bite it is already been written who has to take that bite of Dhana of rice. Thene methuku paina rasi vuntadhi vari Peru. Hope you understand it. I decided to go if my man needs me he would come and stop me.

[emmajoygreen]

You have the right to make your own choices, Jessy

[JessyJacob]

If it is like that world would have been chaos. Everyone should think for one good reason, if we split and no unity, no success too. You did the same thing then and now also. I have my clarity, my understanding and things to achieve and I am doing it. Don’t say that you don’t want to see me you don’t love me she loves me more, be committed to long term and high goals not for cheap pleasures that will end you in dumps. I have my great ideals and goals and persons to care for in my life.

[JessyJacob]

I love my Jacob and I am living for him, my son do need me too but I made him to care self without me. Only you are still feeling like kid confused and doesn’t listen. Be bold and go ahead and try to help sis. Don’t think that you are out.

[Coyote Poetry]

Love take hard work and need kindness and concern Jessy.
"A true love has no boundaries, all these days, i never had him touch me though how much he needs it, for a reason, to protect her for her sacrifice, she decides, in good will for him, a already tied knot infront of the world, comes to show to the people."
I agree with the above lines. I have been marry 30 years, four children and five children. I learn. Love need patience and forgiveness. Thank you for sharing the story.
Coyote

[JessyJacob]

thank you for your note, people have been so kind and forgetful, but they do take advantage as if mean, but stll he stays in heart for the reason his concern over me.

[Coyote Poetry]

We must fight for love. Hold on tighter when the hard days come. Both my grandparent were marry 60 plus years. They had good and bad days. They were friends.