Tip of love!

Why should i feel insecured and missing of romance or body touch

for he is always with me, and he is bonded with me. 

For the love how to show to other person is not important, but how he/she feels about other is.

A bird has been knocking doors all the day and nobody opened, and the last door he knocked was the only love he knocked 

for the first time, but was thinking she left me, why should i go for her. But she too thought he wasnt serious and thought its 

mere attraction, but when he knocked again at the end of the day, thought he shouldnt be missunderstood and he got tired, lost all his day in finding love for his life. Wasted whole day in losing in his time on mud but not getting in return anything, where he could have made it to name for his career in society. Is it the failure of the people who just used him, and never made him waste his time. He has been learning lessons, but that man is sleeping inside thinking making people realize his love and care for others. 

I FEEL ONE who is ready to do anything looks so mean, as if she is the God, undermining him. After all for people home is heaven and for few london is heaven which is like a paradise. One who gets bored of his own people definietely let him be in paradise, till he misses his own people who cares for him so much and did so much every penny and love they miss on him, but this bird is like i want that paradise of puff, drink, f**k, thats all. No more. No family business, no keeping respect of family, no reagaining what his dad undergone with fault and cheat, but i just need my bed. Where is that Aryan who was talking about that verdict and indictment, everything gone, memory loss, no self respect, yea one who is pointing your own religion and caste as low he want that family, how great your heart is, still missing f**k at this 30+ years, where you enjoyed that f**k since 16. isnt it enough mister. There was young man at that age of 16 made his future, went on walk to get his daily school education and reached the crown of country sitting in the top house of kingdom, inspiring and making future of people. Dont you feel you are capable for a 1% of his work to revive, or if that man was looking for a bed with some alluding lady, where your parents/family would be now, in a small house with daily expenses managing daily hunger. try to do more and help others bed is not everything. it is just a tip of love, but whole human who is sacrificing for you and helping you lead better by giving love like your family is the total iceberg. Hope you dont sink again, and this lady may die by the time you realize, and the rest of life is regret with drink like Devdas. 

 Wakeup man, do something to around who cares for you. 

Author's Note

Noone is daring to tell you that you are doing wrong because that much the care for you, but still you feel you are kid and immatured.