whats that i can do for my coountry which i commited

Was thinking about my commitment which is left because he says i am old and cant get married cant give birth to kids and also pleasure to husband, so then he walked away by saying you cant be my wife in real wife, then i said i will wait for you till you get remember me and want and need of me. So you try and explore which you think is the best for you. As a caring and loving and responsible person i would take you to higher steps but dont think my love started with care, but infact started with love for you such a cute innocent guy who doesnt know how to talk. 

So he trained me for the commitment mother goddess asked, to help india, but i was stretching my hands to under developed continent too, its upto our limit and kindness. But the last commitment she has left with service to country, to get into energy independence, water independence, as nature giving lot of rains, but electricity cost is the thing i want to focus on, and also developing the living conditions of poor villagers and towns. I decided to walk alone as he has his needs, his dream girl, as his love not me anymore i am old now, its fine, i know i am old but not too old where he has fallen for me the time gap has not changed and will never change how come the love changed saying you are no more sexy because you are 40, since god made her so good young at heart, young at thoughts, young at passion, young at making her dreams true, young at body not feeling guilty to give birth to kids and young at heart if he is ready to marry him as she thinks he is still loving the same. Never mind, young people think of me with a gap of 20 yrs looking me as young, old people like me thinking me as old to them too, i managed both generations younger and older to me, why to get disheartened if he says i am too old for him, then i said i dont need to prove that still all younger generations are flirting me in office, and lost lovers are showering their love to me still keeping me only in thier heart though with wife. 

What i can do for the country, i want to introduce low cost houses, low cost AHU, low cost car. I remember when black ford got introduced in USA, all were riding it and maruti car introduced in india, all were riding it, so i want to introudce a new car like nano but shouldnt be a failure like it, i know auto, rickshaw simple but i want introduce a low cost car which will be classic too. in this way every middle class man will have life classic and rich necessities at low cost. In this way i will work on standard of living. I want to make change in water supply to all the places conserving water which is going to ocean and seas, the only remains a big issue is electricty - how to control fuel cost and electricity cost for transportation -  for making a move of stand alone object it needs charge, maybe a mechanical, solar, combustion energy, or ionic transfer of electrons, nuclear fusion or a hydrogen fission, or a magnetic energy (magrnetic drive), glucose/sugar combustion, bio fuels, steam or deisel or coal engines, hydal water energy, wind energy, or thermal energy or a tidal energy, all these energies give momentum to move a object so which is cheapest and more effective is the thing which we need to focus and where to focus is very important. 

In kerala, lot of water so people use boats, all other locations, where fuel is dominating, may be we need to have magnetic drive motors as in pump, with penumatic transmission diaphragm pumps to supply the motor drive in the form of electrical supply. this would be the better option for energy independence. 

solar batteries is one to be used, for washing machines, now we have electricity we are using it, but if it goes higher we are not going to use it anymore though we have AC , washing machine, gas stoves, why dont we go for renewable sources where we are near to equator getting high solar rays not like polar regions no sun for the half year. 

I want to work on solar panels design for everything till my fission cells come out to generate energy which can be tapped. So my r&d goes on for these new energies. 

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[JessyJacob]

why stephen hawkins wife fell in love with him and married him, is he handsom to marry or his inner beuaty attracted her, does the body or age gap play any role, dont hurt people on the same logic you approahed her and now you say you are old it means you never loved her, just used her, it means you are bluffing yourself that you are old i dont want to sleep with you anymore, to have another, as you got me now, cant go anywhere why dont i get her too in, as she is young and more pleasure giving, for sure i can say i loved you and loving you till you come for me. i will definetly help you as you have welcomed me to your family but there will not be natural love but a responsibility towards you, i know you keep on using but not giving in return a small love for her.