My only dream My home My family !!!!

My dear friends and relatives too!!!!!!!

A god is separate from human. What i was seeking is God and wished for a family, my husband, my kids, my in laws, my parents, my sisters and dear friends and relatives. 

My career was also important but that is secondary to my family. I wanted to do MBA at IIM when i was in College, and also MS in USA and get a international degree. My career was to support financially my family and to society for poor. I learnt yoga as a medium to reach higher growth, but i practised ashantanga yoga and reached higher levels, with my GOD, and seeked him for the human pain releif of recycle of birth and death, so seeked Lord Krishna. Then he himself showed me salvation saying you have to born again then i said i want to be part of this ether, stretching through space giving energy to living things and making them alive, then he said no you have to marry, then i said i want to marry only you SHIVA, then said ok, marry me, so i was waiting for him. I am still waiting for him to fulfill my little wish of my family and take care of him and kids and inlaws. This is my small desire which i am longing for as everyone wishes for, as mother nature is angry on human for exploiting her, genes are getting deformed to go for he-he and she-she marriage , then there will not be kids and no life, life will be extinct. So GODs themselves born to show the value of life and kids, they have commited to keep the life continue and grow a deisre for wedding and kids and family. 

Now divorces are growing such rapidly that there are ending up with no more wedding, why so?

Definitely my wish will be fulfilled by God to make people understand the value of family. I love him and waiting for him, as he promised to marry her in real as she asked him to wed and then bury her not in pics or dreams. I still respect his dreams and cant restrict them if he feels so. 

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

with lonely life i lose my hope and no wish for life, and life with him generates a new hope for tomorrow, i feel i am done for this life, if he takes time. I am not being selfish, because i feel he is perfect for me and want to live with him as his wife in every birth i take. I am just reminding him his promise as he is getting diverted from his commitment. Never mind i will just listen to him, let him do what he wants, i know he knew his path.