what she did for him

A list which he wants from her

She was not even hesitating to convert to his religion

She stopped putting bhindi which for hindu it is very imp

She stopped putting eye shadows

she straightened hair only for him

she maintianed her weight when he said fat a*s 

she stopped putting on dye to hair

she wore saree for him

she participated in speech learning class on his guidance

she pushed herself on her word to become chair of indian community

she pushed herself to be coordinator's role

only one thing she couldnt do is wear sleeveless. 

is there something more he expected. 

He taught her english vocaub

he promised her deadbody to be in burialground - as a christian family member i want instead burning my dead body i wanted to be burried as per tradition of the religion. 

he promised to marry with promise on his mom

His memories that reel in mind still are 

his first kiss it never happened but lips came close to me

his first hug that pulled her soul through wall

his first gift for christmas on the train with Jingle bells song for her

his first look of missing her, made his love forever

his tears when i was listening to rudrashtakam, as if lord shiva cried for parvathy

his first talk saying his name what is it it looks something middle east, no i am from india southern part

his first shout out of anger dont walk away

his first calling by name Ushaaa

his first lift in his car that his car protects him yes it did me

his first step for dance infront of me

his first look at his eyes after proposing to him, my eyes closed out of fear

his first bidding a break to come back later(as if in fury but do miss the cry in his eyes and in my eyes)

his first touch with his hand

his first touch with his abdomen, it was unknowing hit of us together

his first presentation on Gandhi, where he said its yaerid's feet where i was touchign vasudeva's feet in my fb

his first thank you, for congratulating him in community youth group as president

his first argument on correction, on some calculation

his first entry into my soul when he was off from work

his first entry  as a whole and protecting from doctor for my illness at hospital

his first SORRY when she feels he hurted her, he says as he passes her cube. 

A lot more to say......

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

kinldly note my writings are never to pull someone or show off anything, its only for my son. when there is no love where i am going to, black hole, which doesnt exist no proof its scientific discovery that there is nothing, its whole darkness where merge into when you die, i have been there never scared to go there again. sorry its not darkness but it full of light sun light, where it gives rise to new origin not to kill, you cant kill me my man, you can only give rise to something better with me, so its my personal space we both meet, there is no need of body for that touch. Thank you sir for understanding and me showing pretending maybe you are right, even my supervisor said samething today, when i go to god's place god will definetely tell about my pretention. dont worry you go ahead with your own way, i am fine never mind as usual, its ok. i remain your s**t, you care a s**t for me, why do you want caring of s**t too that much you care about me i know.

[JessyJacob]

its same thing for me too, hoping you turn back but you never to turn back i see now with this neilkomg name friendship, thank you, roads never met i feel its better atleast you are happy. All i write is for my son Eshan,

[JessyJacob]

it needs a dictionary to understand his writings, but for my writings it takes a 1 min to understand, that simple and transparent not complex hate i am hope you understand me.