Who kept the positive relationship with their Xs.

Its who did everything for thier X,

The relationship I maintained and the trust i gave to them to be beside them and supported them in tough times, even now with their beloved ones, still miss me and care for me, they would like to have me in their life. This is what true love teaches when you love sincerely and seeks their love for eternity. 

They are mu X husbadn, my mom's brother, tall evil guy, x lover at school, x lover 2 at school, x lover 3 at school, they still like me and needs me now also, 

but what my heart needs and cares for that guy who had spent so much and still stand there needing my love and only me, he is the brownish skin tone, but was fair, average tall as per Indian height of men, with strong physique like bahubali, eyes with smiling ball in it, lips always with a wide smile with teeth coming out as hahaa, and when he cries his hides his tears so much that he cant be successful in hiding, he just gaves a walking style as if others are watching and sees sides and feels she is back let me dance as if i have not watched her, girls are at the back of him as if he is a greek hero, but he is average with average looks, but why they fall for him is pure intentions in his mind only to shower love but not false emotions to trap them. Why boys jealous of them is they cant ,make the girls flirt like him, so feel exhausted to impress in his ways, why he is good at talking to above his age, his maturity and fun loving kiddiness which makes everyone to smile at his long talks he makes, no one ever gets bored of. I miss makign long talks with hm but never got a chance to talk to him for atleast 10mins, always  was a 5 min talk, he comes and toushes hand, and says why dont do this, i was like suddenly who can that darely touch me, then i hear voice, i feel oh is it you, only you can touch me. 

He too loved them who were in their life very sincerely, and now he needs that sincere love back in his life, as he feels tortured/hurted by unseen love around him. 

Love comes back to you when you have given that love, definitely you will be in safe hands, May God shower upon you the blessings for successful career and beautiful love at home. 

The other part of her story is that, she feels deppressive when someone sits and stamps on her place, even my Xs know about this, she leaves that place to find her solace in her lonely space with her son, it happened with her X loves all of them, when they get chance of being with other womon other than her. I am only hurted as they kill me how could i love back him, its not boundry sir, its their private space which can grow like coal in the dark place like diamond, when they are together in their private space, they generate birth, generate love, blessings, bright future for the people around them, this is the ecstatic love for him and his love for her, this point he too doesnt understands and ikeeps on hurting her, as if i am hurting him back. 

Samething happened with Lord Venkateshwara, when he married someone and his heart he gave that place to her, the original space of her in his heart, she left him, and he turned to stone not beign with anyone and went paying his vaddi, interests on the loans he took, why you dont understand vasudeva, that Goddess lakshmi is born again for you, to close all his debts as Andal devi, where Lord Ranganatha married again. when your porsperity Lakshmi is not with you you cant do anything. Hope you understand, my heart goes low without you, and you go low without me, who is missing who, who is needing who. who has to eb toegther, i did asked and requested for you but you didnt listen this time i am not asking, let God do in his ways. 

The secret part of her only her x husband knows is that, she still makes love with that heart which is occupied by someone, makes him realize her love for him, why she did so much is to keep that relationship. If she really loves that man and comes into a relationship cant she bear his torture, why she should have left him is, he may not see love in her or may not look so attractive anymore she thought, now also she is staying far only to make his desire fulfill, not to hurt him, she goes back to her own nest cuddling her son. Trust me, with wedding relationship, people can go to any extent like Savitri, to make her husband alive from Yamadharma raja, and she left her husband at a attracting  dancer, when she was not interesting to her but as a wife she gave him that  love with another woman.

Much more to say about him......

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

i can live anywhere even in kichad which is smelling, no need to scare me.

[JessyJacob]

There can be layers over her love, atleast people should mind their private space where not too touch, just leave for them for their ekantha seva by her to him. Even in temples God is allowed to take rest in the nights, and no one dares to disturb their private space.

[JessyJacob]

if that man doesnt need her, she just stays in her nest cuddling with her son, waiting for the moment, when he is going to come back for her, it is saddenly deprresing when he says i am keeping boundaries it is he hurting me, they dancing on my heart , which is so sensitive in a blood pool, with light petals that can get burn in someones hating look at her.