I would say

The right souls should go together

Just dont think and dont write, let goddess mother decide and do our things normally without our indulgence as we think we know ourself but stupid are we bashing into troubles with our own thoughts. I still would go to my first divine love where my Lord Krishna, journey started even in the presence of first love, i stick to him, the divine , which my guruji has shown me and to be with him when i asked him to show me. I never thought that i have to face so many challeges for him, yea definetely he is seeking love now and in terrible situation, i know his anger doesnt stay longer. He will come back to home, and that lady will not just make him stay with him, he will not forget his home, this time. He knows what i needed i was just listening to guruji, and right from my first wedding i had been, and the divine love who is he, that him, and know how anger he was when i had listened to another guruji, who entirely took me to another way, but i have not disregarded any, i did my responsibilty.

he talks about the key, so that he can know things right way, just key in and know the truth, for that being death place- and seeing the fate right way i think, i dont know how to make you to understand. the key is wedding to god, then impresses and gives boon as this is not just me now, he has drowned in me, and he is losing his brain, getting into troubles and guruji is trapped into troubles, whose mistake is this. can we walk together? or die together? even that chance also you will not give? give time to your brain, going together is the way. i dont want to leave you sufffering and my son alone and you know that. Dont do mistake again. I am old, you are young still. you should live more than me, why you are thinking of dying now only.