Sometimes faith is rewarded, other times we are given a lesson. Either way, it is one of the best mindsets there is.
Posted 1 Year Ago
1 Year Ago
Very lately with his writings it’s misleading and I am not knowing what to do but I believed in hi.. read moreVery lately with his writings it’s misleading and I am not knowing what to do but I believed in him that he is the only one and last one. No other there will be in my life.
You through s**t on me I make heaven on earth that confidence I have I know what is happening to me I am not the right person for him, as he got bored of me in the first half a year definitely he is not happy he will not be happy even, but if he looks at my family he is gone, I will not spare him. I know how much I care for my family. And you know, why you are getting angry on me, for second is not a good choice, atleast you beared me for why? He could have quit is it for a reason or your inner self., I can see love in you for me, only thing is I care more than you and it hurts if people cross their limits I don’t know whether you will be happy with me or not it’s to you to decide from my side I know you can be happy and I am happy too with your first love with you, it’s ok, it’s not that I need you in my hardship but that kindness is also love I can adjust with that to take care of you if you can’t Giv your space for me other than her. It’s not that I need a man I can live without a man, I just thinking of you if you don’t need that care it’s ok it’s fine it doesn’t matter I don’t care,
A nice lesson to learn, you should go where your heart wants to go, I don’t need anyone, I am fine. I will go where my heart wants to that space deep in waters, with whom you know very well, You hav understood that much only, I remained sincere, you suspect me, still now also no courtesy love is far from that, I don’t need courtesy. You have hurted me, who told about him why would I lye, three reasons, thought he is sincere which makes me to feel for someone, then whether to accept him or not was your decision, you told to go with him, and then finally my gurus wanted me to stay away from you, because you were cheating me by being with your wife, i thought, but not about gayatri or something, I was single then made myself prostitution to for you till he entered, I didn’t break marriage lock or love commitment,
lock I just kept distance from you and be sincere and lug their jug and jar, I know what that means, so you decide. What you want where you are happy, I am not the one to tell you,
I treated her as more than sister but she didn’t treating me as her sister still hurting me for what reason I don’t know, I don’t mind you with ever you are go away.
I just need my man who is happy with me and doesn’t feel any pain, if that is not possible in this life I can wait how long it takes another birth or few births also or never also is fine it’s ok, it’s hurting me man. You don’t care about my tears really, when you do you would have never made them come out.
I can also teach you by holding your ears like your mom but you know I don’t give that pain to you also. When you miss someone be with them don’t come to me and say I miss somebody, it really hurts me your pain that’s why I say go for her no need to come to me, as also I want to spend when you are happy not missing anything I don’t want to see cry or miss or with pain, I am not even like your mom and dad who can hurt you when you are doing wrong. And you know what you are doing very well.
A dressed up bride waiting for her man in wedded dress but world will see where that when that wedding happens as she doesn’t know for herself too so she married gets married every day in temple.. more..