Its difficult to hurt him

For me i cant hurt him!!!

Every time i see him, i feel longing to see him more and talk to him, but he is like very few times talked to her. It is difficult to hurt him even, hardly she had hurt him, but she did hurt him too. Later she realizes that and feels so much bad about it. Why she did so, but he is like light hearted feels bad but doesnt keep that in his mind, as he knows she is not that nature type to hurt him and he accepts her frustration too. Such is the love and trust should be between two, then there will not be any misunderstandings. She just loves him so much, treats as a kiddo, as he is younger to her not only that he is also sensitive at this heart, his imaginations and care are really exceptional, nobody has that good quality,, which she likes in him so much, and loves him to the eternity. Her only request is not to hurt him anymore and love him more, and make him understand her pain as she is missing him so much nowadays, as she feels he is getting hurt somehow due to some reason. 

Oh my dear love

I am here praying and caring for you

dont get hurt or feel bad

I am always loving you though 

no one loves as much

I do miss your voice and the smile 

i know you are working hard to fix things

dont care to fix if they go beyond

everything will be alright you just

need to be happy, as this moment is 

so valuable in future, as it becomes the memory

that you miss in future

I am seeing that hard time in those memories

which i am fond of with you, do 

miss alot that how that time was good

where atleast i could see your smile and listen your voice

though not talking to me  but just sitting beside

me few feets away, 

those moments are gone which i cant feel in real and only in thoughts

regreting that i could have been with you now

those time has become so valuable to me that 

i am cherishing atleast now in writings about you, and treasuring it 

for my future who knows i dont even have this chance also

i dont want to miss any of the moment with you 

i just need you only and i want you to the eternity 

do care to come for me Oh my beloved 

here i am waiting for you 

Gone are those fun with you when i see you and listen to your voice

i just now left with only reading and feeling your heart 

Wish i could touch your face and feel the breath

how it makes you alive for me in my thoughts you are living 

Wish i could just stay as that breath in your body inseparable 

atleast being with you this heart wants 

Wish i could be your pen where you hold it and place it at your lips sometimes

thinking of your sensual imaginations and fun writings

thast all i have so much to say about you and 

what i need from you in this life

for the care and love you have given and came all the way for me

just for me and now taking to your near distance as you cant stay without me

i love you and do miss you and also miss my son both of you are so 

important to me that i cant be away from

do care you both so shuttling is that i am going to do, 

i wish you  fulfil the last dream whether i could you see you once in real

atleast before my last breath that i dont know i can 

if possible Oh god please make it happen aint cant be so greedy and selfish about 

this small wish, i do miss you in my life and in every second around me.