Day 1 count down starts

still 21 days 3 weeks

Its a self note

Count down started, 

but few things not comfirmed, where i will be working, job interview got  selected but no response, online response shows selected but nobody contacted. 

In walmart yesterday was looking at greeting cards, there was such a beautiful card with bride dress, shoes, veil, flowers all art work, for the to be bride, i was laughing at myself why do you need that card, what you are dreaming jessy, which is a dream for you like a dream for mermaid. yea you are maiden with still family name sticking to, no change , do you think still young jessy dreaming a man, do you need those dreams , my inner self was saying and laughing at me, but my heart do desire my man to be with him, have fun, though minor shouts in anger, cuddling in the moon light, saying jokes, i still stare confused what was the joke, it didnt sounded so, he gets angry and says dont you understand that also stupid, his voice near a feet distance, feels like something longing to hear forever, his voice, his smell, his anger, his breathing sound, fast enough, wants to hear everday from near.

Again the conscience laughs at me do you need him? he is gone, why i will wait for him for my next life, he is not gone forever, he just got angry on me, he will understand and come to me, i am sure, he will forgive me the reason which he thinks i am worng. Glad goddess, my mother i know you will take care of me for my mistakes, he has promised me with you he will come and take me to your place after his commitment, and as promised he has trained me well, and capable to handle the promise which i gave for you. 

My dear son is bold that mom i am fine with your moves, dont worry, you take if not 40 days come after every 100days, and fine with that. Such a lovely son you gave me mother, who came for me to take care of me in my troubles, you are my bold and gold son Eshaa. I love you nanna. 

Reviews

[JayG]

Where did you get the idea that this is a blog site, or that anyone was hoping to hear how your day went?

Our own life is of far more interest, and I don't see where you asked people how their day went.

WordPress is a good site for a blog, and free. This is a site for writers.

[JessyJacob]

Hi jay, thank you for visiting my page, it just started with day went how but it has my feelings which are going in my mind, I just write small stories want to compile into a short book with all my day notes and feelings. You didn’t like the way I write, you can comment on the writing way, saw your writings no new ones, my stories will be like this only. I want to write another book titled my love my cat -cat lover. Just inspired this evening after evening nap with full blown day was a pleasant sleep after a long time with all day dreams in the mind. Do visit all my stories and do drop your pen.

[JessyJacob]

Was your real pic in dp. Looks cute and chubby, handsome boy. The hero name in funny side is laddoo in my new book. As he looks same as in your dp. It may become big book I guess not a short story but .