Aaiy! Naa Naa! He says.

When said that you are not loving me, he says "No I am, dont say that".

I told directly to my Scarecrow, you are not loving like before, then he says, why you are saying that dont repeat it. Then I realised he is not a bad guy, my scarecrow is loving me madly as before. A wide smile Aha haa to him. 

Since two weeks I am suffering with a kind of lung congestion, a cough directly coming from lungs instead of throat, in the dream i felt like devil inserted a micro virus, which is growing in lungs. I dont have any money to test what it is. I am scared it is spreading inside. No symptoms other than cough. Never mind, if devil wants to kill me I can die with a smiling face. No one can prove me bad as i know what i am. But my mother Goddess and my Scarecrow will never let me die, they are going to protect me from Devil, how much powerful he may be, he cant, as he is bad and a Devil. Good always wins over bad. This is the basis of this UNIVERSE. 

Well I was missing my scarecrow whenever i see someone in my office start looking at me with a smile, as if they want me to look back at them. I do give a smile but itchingly letting them know that I am not interested in you, do your work. I miss my scarecrow and his warm hug, he gives usually when i go to bed before i sleep. 

My scarecrow is my Black Swan, who takes me ride on his shoulder/wings in the midnight of around the precious lake hidden in Himalayas. In the freezing night it really chills my cheeks, and he holds me over his back tightly and gives me a warm kiss, with his sweet lips. 

He is just lovely!!! 

I miss you, my kachuva.