Flirting or Admiration!!!!

Seen different ways how a boy can flirt or admire a girl, in my life, the way i liked most want to describe.

In school when i was, boys used to stare at me, i was scared, but in college, people did few harassed, but few had sensual feelings which were very easy to feel, not too scary who are scared to look at me. 

In office few of them boasted, irritated. All these guys are indians, were too tough to face. But few were also other than Indians, tried to admire but not hurting, in a simpler looks, not too harsh like eating me. 

In the current company, few are like bees touching the flower but not hurting her, which really inspired me to have such feelings in my scare crow, which is my sweetest man, who could take me to malls, feel me as her girl, wish i could be his mine, dance with him, marry him. These feelings i saw in, include my juniors, elders to me, and also security guard, trash picker in my current office. Everyone was like liking me. There is one who also hates me, says B-word, doesnt matter, i dont mind, its not that everyone should like me. 

Few people like few, for many reasons, i am not so beautiful i know, but still people like me, must be something which they like in me. Even my X-husband, didnt liked me much but started loving later. But few people reviewed my character as I am expecting everything in return, i dont know what, i thought myself no worth to them, but a scary dog, to cope with them. Never mind, I have my own complexities, but not too stringent, i am like a flower who cant bear fire, but can withstand burning sun in the noon and crazy winter weather. So I am also limited, not too extraordinary, that anybody could handle me and be loveable and loyal to them. 

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A very good chapter. We can be hard on ourselves and people can be cold. I liked the honest tone in the chapter. I believe we can see real beauty. Old grandpa saying. "Pretty face, don't mean pretty heart. Thank you for sharing the amazing chapter.
Coyote

[JessyJacob]

I dont know I am confused in your saying.