Chupa Rustum - Chapter 17. New birth with Him!

He stopped me from dying and waiting for me and wanting me, gave me new life.

When I was like felt that my X love doesn’t needed as much than his x love, I thought he does love her more, then I felt let him be with him, he just needed someone to have in his life, but I wanted him to go back to his love, then my soul felt like I am alone and doesn’t need to live as I feel like no reason for me to stay on this earth, at the last minute of my life withdrawal, I saw him with her and this man(SM) was stopping me to accept him, he was loving me, but my soul was like not anymore with any, and then went to turiya state,  a deep sleep, where again people asked me to come back to life, then I woke up from that deep sleep.  

This happened in mid of 2016, later I came to know that he has loved another woman, and my x love left me alone. I went on my life travel, thinking of my son, and now I see what is happening to me nowadays, I feel that I am sensing the love of SM and getting to know him that he needs me, and waiting for me, through his writings, what happened then is real that he loves me from then and still loving me and waiting for me that I may accept him, now I just feel about him that,

  jee atha hain tere dhaaman main sar jhuka ke  rotey rahen hum,

Is there one for me who just needs me that much, 

Making me feel to see him from near and talk to him, and express my love to him that I am just loving you, will be with you forever,

I want to see him, is there anything wrong in accepting his love and love him back. Oh God forgive me if I have done any mistake in not accepting him at that time, now  I realize his love and accepting his love, let us be together with my son, we need your blessings.

Author's Note

This is true and hapened for real, kindly leave your note.