In the middle of Ocean

In the middle of ocean, two destinations opposite to each other. I left ne destnation and promised to return back and diving for another to reach other. Hope reach soon.

I started my journey to reach the other part of my life, but gates were closed. I thought this is not the right time to go there, I returned with water in eyes, holding my heart and soul to console, need some more time may not be in this life. I decided to move as there was no point to stay here and continue my life, as i promised myself to take care of my source of power and strength. So I started my journey to leave the unopened gates and reached a home, where I can see frequently my other life. Still the journey continues until I reach him. So far I am happy and but I am missing badly the left love. Hope he is safe and happy. Now and then the new life struggles are daily but regained my older strength and power. Stopped the pills which were blocking my inner talent and make me inefficient. Doing nature cure/therapy on m myself, it has shown miracles in last few days, and now I am in a position to lead and use my original power. My other love is enjoying and happy where I could see in his smile. Soon  I will be near to him. Hope God makes this wish come true soon.

Oh my beloved Mother take care of my love where I left him, and make sure he is not drown in any problem. I miss him, I know he takes care of everyone, protect him, and give strength and power to overcome the obstacles. 

I see him everyday in the night when I relax for the day, sitting alone in my chair and looking back at my inner self, there i see him looking at me, and saying I am here only I didnt go anywhere, cuddling you in my arms and sensing your breath. I just feel that why I am feeling alone, I am not alone, yes physically we are not together but we are together where there is no distance between us and we are that close. I just slowly go into deep sleep thinking of him and looking for a new sunrise  with hope of seeing him soon. 

Well I found the reason why gates were closed, as it has a reason and consoled my heart with the reason, but I miss him so much that I could not be part of his life, but feel he is not far from me and still in my soul carrying me and loving me.  I dont know whether I can see him again, but I am sure he will be safe and happy. Its fine I may not see him, and his voice in my heart still calls me and his gentle smile still in my eyes whispering to me, "Oh my love I need you soon and here I am waiting for you rolling tears in my eyes looking at you in the middle of night in the sky". With this Hope I still continue my journey feeling I am not alone and both of them are with me, and we continue our family journey with everlasting love and care of our Mother Nature. 

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