Living alone and far from my son

How the life of loneliness hurts whom family is utmost importance.

Almost 6 years being away from my son, it really hurts missing all the time, not knowing how my son reacts to different things, his anger, effection, thoughts, study, play time, how he plays, what food he likes, I miss everything. To my bad karma, i am not able to see him physically too.

I am just surviving my pain, feeling that my son is fine and having good life, may not be happy sometimes, where he feels that my mother woukd have been with me. 

God is nicely treating me for my ill attitude and behaviour. Its fine, every one is not perfect. All are learning and me too. 

Miss you Ishaa! you are my best and eternity. 

Reviews

[M. J. Smith]

God! Are you psychic are what? Lost two of my own to The System. Said we couldn't take proper care of them. Never saw them again. So... Yah, I know these thoughts well. They're both adults now. But they never came looking for their parents. Well... It is what it is. 🙁

[JessyJacob]

Kids need parents till they go to college, I want to be near to my son. When they are adults they need a girl for life to till end. I am responsible but I took decisions which thought could end up together but it didn’t. I don’t know what god wants me to go through. Never I want my son leave me, I am always there for him.

[M. J. Smith]

When an eaglet reaches a certain age, he begins to stretch his wings. If he has been raised well, one day, he leaves the nest. But for a time, his parents take him hunting until he can catch prey for himself. He must also defend his meal. Other eagles are thieves. But if his parents do their job well, then he becomes a mighty bird soaring a Ross the sky. We will always be ready to catch them when they fall. But they must learn to hunt on their own. I hope you understand the message I'm trying to convey. A parent can only do so much. I hope that one day you reconnect. But always remember the eagle.

[JessyJacob]

Yea I am trying to understand what you are trying to say. I am single mom, his dad and stepmom are taking care of him nicely with lot of attention. I miss him and want to take care of him too. Hopefully I will find job near to his place soon. I am really glad that you think of kids so much, you are really good father. I never wanted to be away from my son, life changed so differently that I am not near to him now. Yes he needs me. I have to stay near to him. What you do in free time?

[M. J. Smith]

Oh, wander the back roads, write, play my music, watch movies, read... Pray. Oh yeah, and walk my dog! Can't forget him. 😀

[KATHY SUE SILLS]

This has sadness and love all through it! Praying you'll be with your son soon!

[JessyJacob]

Hi, I am near to my son now , visiting once in a while, little far from him, but i am fine after I saw him.

[KATHY SUE SILLS]

AWESOME, glad to hear it!