My Son!!!!!

The Greatest and Best ones in this world.

Whenever I go home after office, he used to come running, mummy!! mom!, and hug me with his little hands. 

When I was stressed, and tired after picking him from daycare, he used to say "mom dont worry mom, its ok, dont worry", at his very tender age of 2yrs. 

When the first time, I felt touch of his foot, "tup", I felt him as a baby moving inside, at 5 months, time, that experience feeling his presence inside body, really amazing, every mom's best feel ever of his borning child. 

When at inside my womb, made me feel that, "I am here for you, dont worry mom", through a divine sense of feel and thought while I was being stressed with work tension in office. 

When I was sick and sleeping on the bed after coming from office, he used to come from ground playing with friends on bike, he used to rush to me, "where is mom, mom, are you ok?"

On his 5th birth day, I was calling him and wishing for birth day, somebody took the phone and was talking to me, for long time, then he went to him, and said, Phone kavali(need), and took the phone and making me to watch him, listen to me, what I am saying. Really felt how much he was missing me.

Every time, with his funny dance, jumpings, picca booh, and funny rhymes, songs he written sings loud in the car and in home, jingle bells jingle bells sung, without lyrics, but with sounds, enjoyed by singing. 

When he made an art with Henna(mehndi) cone, on tissue paper, I just folded to throw, he was so angry, saying, "Mom you spoiled my work,  made little face with frustration", then I said, its ok I am not spoiling, it is fine, dont cry. 

When we went to mall, the cool drink machine was not working, then he went to other one, asked a man, is it working? Mom that machine is working you can try there. Really felt, he has grown big, trying to help his mom. 

When I was getting ready to go to mall with him, I asked him, "how I am looking, then he said, "perfect". That was best compliment I received from my son, after a long time, back "I like it", the hair style, from my m... 

In the nigth when I am telling stories, I used to ask him, "do you want a girl friend? then he says "yes", I want a big girl friend like you", I was smiling at him, giving him hug, saying "you will get a very cute and nice girl friend in your life and love her like your mom". 

When I was feeding him annam(rice), he didnt want to eat food, then I used to keep quiet and let him hit me, where I didnt say anything to him, then "he used to slap with his little hand on my face, saying with his inner voice "daddy's girl", was so shocked how he adored and caring me, came from Heaven for me. 

Once I was worrying about my yellow teeth, I was watching in the mirror, and thinking, felt a inner voice later in office, "dont you brush in the night?", this was from my one... 

I have a teeth over teeth, he wanted to touch it with his finger and asked me can you bite with this teeth? from my only on..., very funny, I cant bite anything with that teeth. 

" How many you wear, three three? " stupid comment from him. 

Dont put color(green) on eyes, you look good without that color, and you have natural shade. 

"Why do you want to put spectacles, they are looking odd on you, you dont need glasses". 

"Change the hair style", little things he used to care for me, made him so special for me, who came all the way from Heavenly bodies of Universe, just came to adore me and to take me with him. 

I washed with soap my face, suddenly inner voice of him, was asking me look at the mirror, how cute you are looking with droplets of water, after the wash soap.

                     

When I was cleaning the floor, one bug came inside, and i was trying to take out, then he was watching and saying, "eeh aise nahi jayegi, you have to kill that bug", in a loving voice from him, for my sensitive heart of not trying to hurt the simple bug which can hurt me. 

My heart stops beating, when he gets angry over me for some stupid reasons, not even my family was that angry, but when he calls me back, by my name, Jessyyyy!, ligthens my heart, then I just see him after sometime, what? endhaa? Very flat for this kind of angry and love together, which makes the loved ones together ever. 

My casket of memories, which I want to treasure them, from my son and beloved, two best people in my life. 

Note: This chapter I am dedicating for my few important people. 

Reviews

[Joey Nizz]

what a mom that would do anything for her son, he is so lucky to have such a great one.
And what a son, that was raised by the same mom.
Kids will get angry over there parents for the silliest reasons, but in the end all this anger will evaporate into love again, a loving family will always find a way.
Thanks for sharing.

[JessyJacob]

Thank you for your deepest comments, was since a month missing both of them.

[Joey Nizz]

Aww im sorry, You will see them again right?

[JessyJacob]

Yes, hopefully, waiting for time with patience. No need to be sorry, people do miss their loved ones, its fine, they will get back their happy time again.

[JessyJacob]

I love my son and my man soo much, so lucky to have them, but precious people do spend their happy time, only for little time, I guess, that valuable happy time, and adorable people are very rare on this earth, and we miss them alot for what they are to us.

[Joey Nizz]

True, we are really luck if we have loved ones around us giving us love and we give them love back, You man and son are so lucky to have such a sweet loving person such as your self and you are such a lucky person to have a loving family.

[JessyJacob]

But I need to say, its a broken family, with three people splitted out on this earth, i dont know whether I am going to see them or not before I die.

When they hurt us, it is better to delete them from our thoughts, that gives us fixed smiling on face, with peace inside.

[JessyJacob]

Dont try to see whether I am a good mother, good wife, who is who, is only judged by self. But any way thanks for your comments and review.

[JessyJacob]

Please dont send condolences or sympathy for me, I am fine I can take care of myself, please do spread your love where you want.

Thank you.

[JessyJacob]

There are lot of scary and fearfull people, who just needs love, sex, and affection, you can help them there, I dont need anybody's this kind of help. There are people, who just need to enjoy with cheat, cry, love, drink, smoke, f**k, you can go there and give, and you might not need money for that, as it looks you are very kind hearted.

[Joey Nizz]

Okay..
Thanks I guess

[JessyJacob]

I asked you not to write any comment. Why thanks? What for you are saying okay?

[JessyJacob]

I want to write it fro my self, where people and i may missunderstand and for get later did i say, or maybe i said, so to be specific, i want to write and correct above comment, where i wrote i mahe delete my son and him from my thoughts, i dont wanted to reveal myself, that i can delete my son, but mother cant delete her son, where he is so best and adores her so much. But I will delete thoughts of my man, as he is not married, and also huritng me needing one more(both as friend and lover), where i feel he is not good for me, and maynot be I am good for him.

[Biplab Singha]

Very nice to hear about your married life, your family and your son. I like the very that your son expressed for you and yours too to him.