DaddyA by Pancole's Jelly BeanDaddy, mummy, we want you to stay with us, till the very last.
Waking up to tears on my face, Every single night, The sobbing that I couldn’t control clearly showed, I had cried for quite some time, The process kept repeating for the whole week, I was very afraid to go to this terrifying sleep land, Where nightmares ran through my dream. In every single dream, you left me behind. I was so helpless, I probably couldn’t survive, All on my own. However, survival was the last thing on my list. You didn’t want me. I kept yelling, “Daddy, why are you doing this to me?” You said “I am sorry. I need to do this. You are going to be okay.” And I knew I was NOT going to be alright. I just kept weeping and weeping. And you kept going further and further away from me. I stared at your back. I didn’t know what to think, what to do. I probably just wanted to have a good look at you one more time. So that, I wouldn’t forget you. And then, you disappeared from my sight. Dream, dream, I am now leaving you behind. Daddy, I care about you and I love you. But, I am not going to keep hurting myself. I wish you will cherish what we have now. Cherish our family.
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