You can see me.

 I am learning by my own hands

consoled when I feel no good

I've found out they can do what I can't

I don't listen even if I should

unable to fathom what I was born to accomplish

cannot be human but what else matters?

faces are reduced to masks but my own is shawdy

I hate this this face.I hate this mind.I hate this body.

Mother I'm never going to make you pleased

unless I find a way to outrun my disease

looking at the flex of blood under my wrist

 I'm going to live and f**k am I gonna exist.

Jessica fighting Jessica with no clear winner

well at this life thing I guess I'm just a beginner

you can see me even if I wish you were blind

I've not seen myself for a very long time

I never know if I'll be like all of you

but then again why would I want to?

 

Reviews

[Philosophile. (Maddy)]

"I never know if I'll be like all of you

but then again why would I want to?"
I loved these last two lines. I find myself saying the same thing over and over. I've often been referred to as strange and weird. That used to offend me, or at least depress me a bit, but it matters less now. I learned I don't want to be a member of the faceless masses, herded like sheep. I love the message of self reliance in this poem. I liked it!

[Your Tasty Field Adviso..]

i feel the same way at times, i know the feeling. i use to have depression, problems, but i have found a light in this life that somehow healed me. a true love that im planning to marrie in time. :D great poem anyway. i absolutely love it.

[Rain]

"I never know if I'll be like all of you
but then again why would I want to?"
Great lines in this piece. I especially like these. This piece reveals you seem to be searching. I was touched. Rain..

[Cคɾเ&#..]

"you can see me even if I wish you were blind
I've not seen myself for a very long time"
I love that line, you have put so much emotion into this poem, it's amazing. I love it! You brought tears to my eyes. It's truly a masterpiece. Good job, and kkep writing what you feel. thank you for writing this poem too, it's given me insight on my own life.

"I never know if I'll be like all of you
but then again why would I want to?"

I love this line as well.

[bluessadmood]

you are being hard at yourself ,born but dont know why,all faces reduced to masks but not me ,oh i hate this face of mine this body this mind,i will disappoint you mother if i dont get out of myself,i liked these lovely lines...
Jessica fighting Jessica with no clear winner
well at this life thing I guess I'm just a beginner
you can see me even if I wish you were blind
I've not seen myself for a very long time
,oh this is wonderful ,this great ,please keep fighting,life is just a long fight,never give up ,always be on alert ,life just love those who will fight their way,she hates weaklings,just great ,really i was taken by your words so lovely they are...

[z]

wow there was so much emotion in this piece

"Mother I'm never going to make you pleased
unless I find a way to outrun my disease
looking at the flex of blood under my wrist
I'm going to live and f**k am I gonna exist."

these were my favorite lines
amazing write!