Aware

You know that deep down feeling

that gives you that sense of aware?

 

That gut instinct, that still small voice,

that rip of a tear?

 

That feeling where you need no proof

to prove yourself right

That feeling of fear but unprepared to

fight...fight against a feeling that only

you share within yourself and no one

to care.

 

When its someone you love pertaining

to what its about...

wanting to believe different yet theres

always that doubt

 

Doubt that theres any hope left for me

and you, Iv'e all but given up theres

nothing I can do

 

The awareness is disbelieving to the

naked eye, one who is unaware and

swallows every lie.

 

I wish it where true, that I was all

wrong about you

but I'm sorry I am very aware

of the lies you seem to share

 

I've wasted so much time with you

If my feelings you only knew...

Knew the pain you've given to me

and through my eyes you could see..

 

But even then I don't think you

would give a care because what I do

know, you are very aware

 

 

Your all but there