Growing into me

A Poem by Mystik`

I don't sleep my dreams awaken me
I'm always late no concept of time
I don't care and then I care all too much

I'm foused and confused
I'm in love with these words
nobody loves the same
I'm hurt but okay one day your going to understand

I'm not going to fit in
so forget what you think I'm about
I might go with you just because I have to
There's no place like home
when your all used up

I don't know where I'll go from here
not backwards I hope
Make of me what you will
I don't know what I may seem to you
You will find something wrong in do time
I know you will that's what you do

Maybe I'll be myself
it might be enough for once
You might understand
the passion,pain,longing inside
I'm just like you just
a little less afraid

I'm getting older
I can feel the change
it's just like you said it would be
I laugh looking back at me
I can hate you nomore for not making me better