I Miss You, Toto

I feel the most alone

In a room full of people who love me

"You'll never be happy"

You're right, mom

I probably won't

Because the one thing that made me happiest in this world was ripped away from me 

With my own hands

And now no bone in my body screams with excitement 

Nothing will ever compare to the way I felt in your presence

Truth be told

I could never commit to you

Because I knew you would be the man I would want to marry

And I was only 19 at the time

Not ready to experience something so perfect

I didn't want to be the one to ruin you 

Even though I did despite thinking I was doing the right thing

I miss you

Reviews

[Serendipity Planet]

I have that feeling all the time
Great writing !

[ms. understood]

Thanks for the support!

[Lyrically Inclined]

Been there, currently the person who did this to me is wanting me back but I’m married now, probably not to the right person but we make it work. Bad timing.

[ms. understood]

Never run from love!!

[andrew mitchell]

So often the case right person, wrong time, been there always on the end of someone’s breakup and understandably not ready for a new relationship.

[ms. understood]

I seem to run into these situations all too often. We move on the best we can. Thanks for stopping by

[Wondering Mind]

Hind sight is 20/20, for lack of a better cliche. Yet it is those experiences that make us 'feel' most deeply that mould us.... And life goes on.

[ms. understood]

Thanks for the support!

[The Twin Arenas]

"And now no bone in my body screams with excitement."

Best line in the bowl.

[ms. understood]

That’s a favorite of mine as well. Thanks for the support!

[Trapped]

I get it, you know?
In a way where I don't need to see your face to know you.
I just... know.

[ms. understood]

Thank you for the support!