Invisible

Insecurity is a funny thing

 

You can't see it from the outside

Can't see where it lurks

Can't see when it attacks

Can't see how it cripples

 

It has forms

Mine is quiet

Makes me unnoticeable

Invisible

In the one way I yearn to be

noticed

 

Isn't it funny though

that its as if the lack of what I want

causes the insecurity that makes me so

Undesireable?

 

Maybe not.

 

Let me rephrase.

 

What I want is a boy to like me

But no boy will

Beacause having no boy makes me insecure

And no boy likes me because I'm inseure

 

Does that make sense?

 

Can somebody understand

and explain it to me?