Tired

I'm tired of this life, I wish I could pick a new one.

I'm tired of high school, and the people I know, and the things I say to them

And the things I don't say, what I think, what I want

All the things I can't have because they're too big and I'm too small

What I don't have any control over, and the control I gave away

I'm tired of this routine, and you. I'm tired of you.

I'm tired of my phone, and the way I think about everything

The way I analyze people, the way I obsess

I'm tired of alway wanting to run away but not being able to

I'm tired of waiting, and I'm tired of being tired

Of craving, of yearning, of staring at things that don't change

And of the things that do change before I can stop them

I'm tired of pretending

And I'm tired of not being enough when I don't

I'm tired of lies, and love, and hate, and contradictions

Of ignorance and goodbyes

I'm tired of your stupid excuses, and your games, and the way you split hearts

And I'm tired because you don't admit it

And because I'm trapped

I'm tired of being trapped, stuck, surrounded, and neglected at the same time

And I'm tired of trying to explain it

Reviews

[Eagle Cruagh]

As life progresses it gets more complicated
through the teen years , then people seem
to get the hang of it. They either hang
themselves, go to prison, become priests,
or nuns, or writers.
Don`t despare , everybody goes through it.
Just be very careful who you talk to here.

----- Eagle Cruagh

[Steve Ryman]

I think everybody feels this way at one time or another. Brilliantly written with great passion and honesty. I loved it and cant wait to read more. Please read some of mine also. Thanks. Steve

[Revery]

Strong emotions let out. Passion placed on the page is good, it's good to purge and question. This is an honest and therefore a great write.