A new twist on an old conspircay

Callow dissolution,

I never was quite close to our affliction

I am composed of silver linings and a sweet heart

May I ask you, will you answer me sincere?

 

Don't you understand the world when I'm around you?

I'm terrified to face the light, because I know you're different.

But what are you scared of?

What are you waiting for?

 

These naked confessions will rot my mental frame,

You have to know, if I ever wanna breathe steady again,

Just believe me, I'll tell you everything,

Where are you? I'm not complete alone.

 

And you'll be in my heart forever,

Marked and dated as the first to love

Many hearts may cry in anguished rythems,

But mine will beat your name for awhile.