Sielayn

For every sunrise slept through since I met you

I never knew how to let you in

But tonight I pondered all those lost nights

That I could have told you everything

Instead I let you down again

 

It's just that sorry feeling I feel everytime when

I remember what we could have been

But I threw all we had away

All for him, all for nothing

 

No, I never pushed any technicalities

Never crossed any hard drawn lines in the sand

But I did know how it broke your heart

To see me love you less than him

 

I'm sorry I was awful to you

But I feel like you still feel it too

And we're friends now, you said, and if we just give it a chance

I promise, he wasn't ever worth it