GingerA Story by Kimberly AdamsGlinda's cousin Ginger is coming to stay. And to make matters worse, Ginger is pregnant. Will Glinda ever be able to like her cousin enough to tell her about God?Chapter 1
I
was busy with my physiology homework when there was a knock on the door. “Come
in,” I called. My
mom came into my room and sat down on my bed. “What’s
up?” I asked. “Well,
your dad and I got a rather strange call today,” my mom said slowly. “What
about?” I didn’t think I had done anything wrong at school lately. “It
was from your Aunt Mary Anne.” “What
did she want?” I didn’t like Aunt Mary Anne mostly because I didn’t like my
cousin Ginger. “Well,
she asked if Ginger could come stay with us for awhile.” “Did
you tell her no?” There
was no way that my mom would let Ginger stay with us. Ginger lives in a really
rough neighborhood and that has had an affect on her. She acts really tough and
doesn’t always make the best decisions. The last time I saw her, we were
thirteen. She had just gotten an MIP. My mom didn’t really want me to be around
her. My
mom was avoiding eye contact with me. “No,” she said. “Why?”
I was shocked. “Ginger
is pregnant.” “So,
that is her own fault.” “Glinda,
you remember what Ginger was like when she was thirteen. If she doesn’t get
away from that kind of life, the baby will die.” “And
again, that will be her fault.” “Mary
Anne is hoping that by coming here, Ginger might get away from her friends and
make smart decisions.” “I
don’t think there is any hope for that girl.” “Glinda,
we just need to pray and have faith. Ginger has about seven months before the
baby is due. A lot can happen in that time.” Even
though I hadn’t seen Ginger for three years, I knew that it would take a
miracle to get her turned around. I knew what Ginger was like at thirteen. I
don’t imagine she got any better in the last three years.
Chapter 2
A
few days later, my mom picked Ginger up from the airport. The next thing I know,
she is moving into my room. Ginger
had changed a bit since the last time I saw her. She had acquired a tattoo on
her wrist as well as a long red cut on her cheek. It was definitely going to
scar. I
tried to pretend to do my homework while Ginger unpacked. She would probably
beat me up if she caught me staring at her. Ginger
was about done when there was a knock on the door and my parents came in. “It’s
good to have you here,” my dad said. Ginger
shot him a look that clearly said she would rather be somewhere else. “Mind
if we go over a few things with you?” my mom asked. “I
really don’t think you will listen to my opinion on the matter,” Ginger
mumbled. My
mom and dad grabbed our desk chairs and brought them over to her bed. Ginger
took a seat on the bed, looking very bored. “How
did you get that cut?” my dad asked as he got a good look at Ginger’s cheek. “It’s
nothing,” Ginger said. “It
looks deep though,” my dad said. “Do you mind if I have a look at it?” “Please
just leave me alone!” Ginger said loudly. “Maybe
at your first doctor appointment tomorrow, it can be looked at,” my dad said. “What
are you talking about?! You are not my doctor! I don’t need to see a doctor!” “No,
I am not your doctor,” my dad reassured her. “I have gotten my friend, Dr.
O’Hara to take you on.” “I
don’t need to see a doctor!” Ginger repeated. “You
are pregnant, Ginger,” my dad said firmly. “Seeing a doctor is just part of the
pregnancy.” “My
best friend Maria never saw a doctor once when she was pregnant. In fact, the
baby was born in her bathroom.” “While
you are here, Ginger, we have rules for you. And one of them is to see the
doctor.” Ginger
rolled her eyes. “Let’s hear the rest.” “You
will go to school and do your homework each night. We will give you a little
time to adjust and then we expect you to either find a job or get involved in
school activities. Other than that, you are expected to act as a part of our
family.” “Sounds
wonderful,” Ginger said sarcastically.
Chapter 3
The
next day, Ginger stayed at home with my mom. My parents thought it would be
better to give her a day to adjust before starting school. Unfortunately,
my mom had her book club at four and there was no one else to take Ginger to
her doctor’s appointment. “Why
do I have to do it?” I complained. “Ginger will kill me.” “You
are seriously scared of her?” my mom asked with a laugh. “She
ran the streets. She has seen and done things that we would rather not know
about.” “Glinda,
I will be here when you pick her up after school. And I guess if anything
happens after that, you will have your phone.” So
after school I came home to pick up Ginger and then drove her to the clinic. “You
know, I really don’t need a babysitter,” Ginger said irritably as she filled
out some paperwork. “I
really don’t want to be here. But my parents have their reasons and I have to
listen to them.” “It’s
more like they want you to be my babysitter. Well, I didn’t need supervision to
get pregnant and I don’t need supervision here.” “Ginger,
please just fill out those papers and don’t get mad at me! I didn’t decide
this.” Ginger
signed the forms with an angry flourish and then went to turn them in at the
front desk. Once she returned to her seat, she pulled a magazine from her purse
and ignored me. “Ginger,”
a friendly nurse called. We
both stood up and went up to the nurse. “So
how is it going, Ginger? She asked as she led us to an exam room. “I
am fine!” she answered angrily. “What
happened to your cheek?” “It’s
just a cut!” “It
looks pretty deep. The doctor should look at it.” “The
cut is several days old. It is fine!” The
nurse had to be just as scared of Ginger as I am. She quickly took her pulse
and temperature and left the room. There
was a knock on the door a few minutes later and Dr. O’Hara came in the room. “How
is it going, Glinda? And this must be your cousin, Ginger. How’s it going?” “I
am good,” I answered. “Well,
Ginger, how long have you been pregnant?” “About
two months.” “Do
you mind taking a seat up there so that I can take a look at you?” Ginger
let out a deep sign that told me she did mind. She turned to shoot me a mean
look and didn’t move. “What
happened to your cheek?” Dr. O’Hara asked in concern as he caught a glance at
her face. “It
is nothing.” “How
long ago did it happen?” “A
couple days ago.” “And
what did you do?” “I
just cut myself on something. It’s nothing.” “Your
secret is safe with me,” Dr. O’Hara said calmly. “It’s
no secret,” Ginger insisted. “It’s just a cut.” Dr.
O’Hara must have figured he wasn’t going to get a straight answer from Ginger.
He got out some cotton, bandages, and alcohol. “I
just need to know if the thing that you cut yourself with was rusty,” he
finally said. “It
wasn’t,” Ginger answered. Ginger
cringed as Dr. O’Hara put the alcohol soaked cotton ball to the cut. “Please
don’t put a bandage on it,” she begged. “That would make me look stupider than
I do with the cut.” “We
need to keep it clean though.” “The
cut happened several days ago. I think it is a little late for that. If I get
concerned, I will have Glinda’s dad clean it.” I
knew Ginger would never get concerned and she most definitely wouldn’t let my
dad look at it. “Suit
yourself, Ginger. Please have a seat on the table.” Ginger
appeared to be considering something. The next thing I know, she runs out of
the room. “Where
is she going?” Dr. O’Hara asked me. “I
have no idea!” We
both ran after her. “Stop
that girl!” Dr. O’Hara called. “Let
me go!” I heard Ginger cry from around the corner. Dr.
O’Hara and I rounded the corner and found my dad struggling to hold on to
Ginger. “What’s
going on?” my dad asked. “I
had just cleaned her cut and then asked her to get on the table when she ran
away,” Dr. O’Hara explained. “Why
did you do that, Ginger?” my dad asked. “I’m
not doing this,” Ginger replied. “Ginger,
you are pregnant. You are going to have to go to appointments. Now, if you tell
me what you are scared about I can try to help you.” Ginger
was silent. “Now
are you going to let Dr. O’Hara do his job?” my dad asked. Ginger
seemed to be trying to think of a way out of this. “Let’s
get this over with then,” she said as she shook free from my dad and started
walking back to the exam room. Chapter 4
The
next day, Ginger started school. At first, she had to sort out her schedule
with the guidance counselor so I didn’t see her until fourth period health. My
parents had told me that I needed to introduce Ginger to my friends but Ginger
didn’t seem to need my help. She had already found a seat in the back of the
class with some people who don’t exactly have the best values. “Are
you sure she is your cousin?” Charity asked at lunch. I mean, she seems nothing
like you.” “Is
this the cousin you have always said that you are scared of?” Samantha asked. “Yeah,
she is the one.” “How
did she get the cut on her cheek?” Charity asked. “She
won’t say. I imagine she was probably up to no good though.” “So
she came here so that she could get away from the bad influences from running
the streets, right?” Samantha asked. “Right,”
I answered. I wasn’t going to tell anyone at school that Ginger was pregnant
until she decided she was ready to let people know. “So
why are you letting Ginger hang out with the wrong crowd?” “I
am not Ginger’s babysitter! Ginger is going to have to learn to make smart
decisions on her own.” “Are
you praying for her to make the right decisions?” “Pray
for her?” “Come
on, Glinda! We are strong Christians. When we made the decision to become
Christians, we said that we would give God everything. We said that God was
going to be a part of every aspect of our lives.” “I
guess Ginger is the opposite of what you would expect from a Christian.” “She
still needs Christ, Glinda. In fact, now that she is at a new school, it might
be the perfect time to introduce her to Christ. She doesn’t really have any
friends yet.” “I
don’t know if Ginger is going to be open to Christ,” I said. “Have
you even tried?” “Ginger
is going through a lot right now. That is part of the reason why she is here.” “Glinda,
Ginger could use God’s help. She can’t deal with life’s problems without Him.” “I
will pray for her!” I said. “And
invite her to church.” I
imagined inviting Ginger to church. She would either laugh or punch me. “Come
on, Glinda! You remember how happy you were when you gave your life to Christ.
And everyday, you know that you will one day spend eternity in Heaven. Don’t
you want Ginger to have that guarantee too?” “I
will pray for her and invite her to church. I can’t guarantee that she will say
yes though.” “You
can only do so much. Ginger is going to have to make the decision in the end.” Maybe
introducing Ginger to Christ would be a good thing. I mean, she could really
use a lifestyle makeover. That is why she came here. Christ would be good for
her.
Chapter 5
After school, I sat on the couch, working on my English essay while
Ginger watched TV. “Don’t
you have any homework, Ginger?” my mom asked as she came into the room. “The
teachers were nice to me today since I am new.” My
mom had moved around a lot when she was a kid because of her dad’s job. She
knows what it is like to be a new student. “Go
get your homework, Ginger. You may watch TV when you are finished.” “I
don’t have any homework,” Ginger insisted. “Ginger,
in this house, you are going to be expected to give higher priority to your
school work. The grades you got at your old school aren’t going to fly.” “Whatever,”
Ginger said without moving from her chair. “What
does she have for homework, Glinda?” my mom asked. “Well,
she is only in my health, Spanish, and history classes so I don’t know all her
homework.” “What
does she need to do for those classes?” “We
have a Spanish vocabulary assignment and we need to read chapter ten for
history.” Ginger
shot me a look that scared me. “Go
get your books, Ginger.” “I
left them at school.” “Do
you have your books here, Glinda?” I
handed over my Spanish and history books. “I
want to see at least one subject done by the time I come back, Ginger,” my mom
said. “You
are going to get it,” Ginger said under her breath as she opened the Spanish
book. I
believed Ginger. She would find some way to get revenge. I
quickly finished my essay and left the room before Ginger could hurt me. “How
was school today?” my dad asked when I entered the kitchen. “Ok.” “How
was school for Ginger?” “I
don’t know. She is only in a few of my classes.” “Did
you introduce her to your friends?” “There
was no need. She has already managed to find her own friends.” “And
who might they be?” “Well,
at lunch I saw her eating with Tracey, Michael, Kim, and Paul.” “Do
you think you could convince her to hang out with some other people?” My dad
knew that her friends had a bad reputation. “Dad,
I don’t think Ginger wants anything to do with you or me. I don’t think Ginger
is ready to give up her old life. We can only do so much for her. The rest she
has to do.” “I
guess you are right. Just see if you can’t convince her to hang out with some
other friends. For example, invite her to eat lunch with you and your friends.” “I’ll
try,” I promised, even though I knew Ginger wouldn’t go for it. “But tonight,
would it be ok if I slept out in the living room?” “Are
you honestly scared of Ginger?” my dad asked with a laugh. “It’s
not funny!” “Glinda,
you will be fine.” “That’s
what you think,” I said before I stalked off to my room. I
remembered what my friends had talked about at lunch. “Lord,”
I prayed silently, “I pray for Ginger. I pray that You will help her make smart
decisions to keep her baby safe. I pray that she will surrender her life to
You. Amen.”
Chapter 6
For
the rest of the week, I considered how I would approach Ginger about going to
church. The problem is, Ginger is still mad at me and I am scared of her. It
turns out though, that my parents decided that Ginger had no choice about
church. “Time
to get up, girls,” my dad said early Sunday morning. “Why?”
Ginger complained. “I
told you last night that we are going to church,” my dad said patiently. “Now,
let’s go.” I
got out of bed and pulled on my dress pants and blue top. Ginger pulled on a
pair of old jeans and a sweatshirt. “Are
you sure that you want to wear that to church?” I asked. Ginger
shot me a look and I knew not to talk to her. We
went into the kitchen for breakfast. My parents looked like they wanted to say
something to Ginger but thought better of it. “Let’s
go,” my dad said a few minutes later. We
got in the car and we went to church. “And
who is this?” the greeters at the door asked when we went inside. “This
is Ginger, our niece,” my mom said. “Welcome,
Ginger.” Both the greeters stuck out their hands but Ginger stalked past them. “Sorry
about that,” my dad said before rushing off after Ginger. “I’m
glad you brought your cousin,” Charity said to me. “As
you can see, she is thrilled to be here.” “Give
her time.” “Are
you sure you don’t want to sit next to her?” I joked. “Continue
praying for her,” Charity said before she went off to find her family. I
went into the sanctuary and found that my family had saved me a seat, right
next to Ginger. “Good
morning!” the worship band said. “Please rise and join in singing praise to the
Lord.” Ginger
seemed determined not to participate in the service. She remained seated during
all the songs. She refused to greet anybody, and she drew pictures all over the
bulletin during the sermon. “Please
don’t make her to go to youth group tonight,” I begged my parents when we got
home. “We’re
not going to make her go,” my dad assured me. “We can only hope that she will get
something out of church just by being there.” “Hopefully.”
Chapter 7
“Where’s
Ginger?” my mom asked after school. “I’m
not my cousin’s keeper,” I replied irritably. “Glinda,
she obviously didn’t ride home with you. Did she tell you where she was going?” “She
said she wanted to hang out with her friends.” “And
you let her?” my mom shrieked. “You know what her friends are like!” “Ginger
needs to make decisions herself. We can only help her so much.” “You
could have helped her by telling her she couldn’t hang out with her friends.” “Maybe
we should just tell Mary Anne that this isn’t working and send Ginger back.” “This
is more about the baby, not Ginger.” “Yeah,
but the rest of us still have to deal with Ginger.” “You
need to be patient with her. Remember, she lived her life on the street for
years. You can’t expect her to suddenly switch to your life style in a couple
of weeks.” “It
still isn’t easy.” “Give
it time, Glinda.” “I’ll
try.” “Well,
let’s go track Ginger’s phone using GPS.” “Why
do I have to help?” I complained. I would be relieved if Ginger never came
back. My
mom shot me a look and I quickly followed her out to the car. “Do
you know who lives here?” my mom asked as we pulled up in front of a tiny house
with peeling yellow paint. “I
think this is where Shelby Whitlock lives.” Shelby
had been in my class until she decided to drop out last year. By then, it had
been well known that she had been smoking since middle school. I figured she
was probably up to bigger things since leaving high school. The last I heard,
she was pregnant. “You
stay here,” my mom ordered. I
watched as she walked up to the door and rang the bell. Shelby came to the door
and after a minute, she left and returned with Ginger. Ginger looked angry as
she got in the car. “I
can’t believe you!” Ginger exploded. “You
didn’t even tell us where you were going. And I never would have allowed you to
go over to Shelby’s house.” “I
told Glinda that I was going to a friend’s house. I didn’t tell Glinda what
friend because I didn’t realize that Shelby used to go to this school.” “You
needed to ask me at least.” “You
already told me that you wouldn’t have allowed it! I don’t know what your
problem is. I just heard that Shelby had recently had a baby so I went to her
house to talk to her.” “Still,
Ginger, Shelby is not the right friend for you.” “Fine,
why don’t you pick out my friends? You’re already trying to control my life.” We
pulled into the garage and Ginger jumped out and ran in the house before
another word could be said.
Chapter 8
“Where
is Ginger?” my dad asked me as I was sitting in the living room doing homework. “Probably
in our room,” I answer. “Don’t worry; she came home with me today.” “I
just wanted to make sure that she is doing her homework.” I
went back to my own homework. “Ginger
is gone!” my dad exclaimed loudly. My
mom and I ran into the room. The window was open and my dad was holding a note.
Dear Dr. and Mrs. Goldstein and
Glinda,
Sorry that this didn’t work out. I
just got tired of all your rules and demands. I’m going to be a mother soon and
I feel that I need to start making my own decisions. Goodbye. Ginger
“Where in the
world would she go?” my mom asked. “Let’s see if we
can’t track her phone,” my dad suggested. “That is going to
be a little difficult,” I said as I held up her phone. “Well, let’s
start searching the town,” my dad said. I tried to think
about where I would go if I was running away. I would probably go to one of my
friends’ houses. Of course, Ginger would expect us to think of that. If I was
Ginger, I would probably want to go back to my real home. I got on the
highway, hoping that Ginger hadn’t been hitchhiking. As I left the
boundaries of town, I could see a figure along the side of the road. As I got
closer, I could see it was Ginger. “Get in,” I
ordered. “I can’t,” she
said tearfully. “I twisted my ankle in a hole back there.” I pulled off to
the side of the road and then hopped out. “Is your ankle
broken?” I asked. “I don’t think
so. It still hurts to walk though.” “Let me call my
dad and tell him that I found you. Then, he can look at your ankle when we get
home.” “Glinda, I can’t
go back.” “Sure you can. My
parents aren’t willing to give up on you.” “But I gave up on
them. Are you sure they haven’t changed their minds?” “If they had
given up on you, they wouldn’t be out looking for you.” “If you’re sure.” I took out my
phone. “Dad, I found
her. She twisted her ankle.” “Bring her home
and I will take a look at it. Please be nice to her.” “I will.” “So is he mad at
me?” Ginger asked. “No. Now, let’s
go home.” I helped Ginger
into my car and I drove home. My parents met
Ginger with open arms. I could tell that she didn’t like the attention. “Don’t ever do
that again,” my mom said through her tears. “Let’s get you
inside,” my dad said. I helped him get
her into our room and then I left. I was sure that my parents needed some time
to talk to Ginger.
Chapter
9
“Glinda,” a voice
called out. I opened my eyes.
I was in my room. It had to be about two in the morning. I heard a moan. “Ginger, are you
all right?” I asked. I got out of bed
and went over to Ginger. Even in the faint light coming from the window, I
could tell something was wrong with Ginger. “Please go get your
dad, Glinda.” I rushed over to
my mom and dad’s room. I gently shook my
dad. “Something is wrong with Ginger,” I said once his eyes were open. “What’s going
on?” he asked. “I think Ginger
is sick.” My dad jumped out
of bed and went over to our room. I waited in the
living room. I didn’t want to get in the way. I really didn’t
care too much about Ginger. She has been a pain ever since she arrived. I did
care about her baby though. The baby was so innocent and unfortunately, its
life was tied to Ginger’s. “Lord,” I prayed,
“please let Ginger and baby be all right. Let me dad cure them of whatever is
wrong. Thanks. Amen.” My dad came out,
carrying Ginger. “I’m taking her
to the hospital,” my dad said. “Can I come too?” “Why don’t you
wait until after school to come visit?” I understood that
I would be more help at home, praying.
“How are you
feeling?” I asked Ginger that afternoon. She looked like she was feeling fine. “Much better,
thanks to your dad. The baby is expected to make it!” “That’s good to
hear. I though you didn’t care about the baby though.” “Why would you
think that?” Ginger asked in concern. “Well, I have
always had the impression that drugs, alcohol, and gangs were your life. I
figured you wouldn’t want to give up those things for the baby.” “Glinda, I gave
up alcohol and drugs the second that I had the suspicion that I was pregnant.
And I gave up my gang friends when I moved here. I know you don’t approve of
the friends I have now but I really haven’t done anything wrong.” “I’m sorry for
doubting you,” I said. “And I am sorry
for the way I have been treating you,” Ginger replied. “I guess I was really
upset about having to move here. I know you were told that I was coming here so
that I could get away from my bad lifestyle. That is only part of the reason
though. My mom also sent me here because she was ashamed of me. She didn’t want
people to know that her daughter was pregnant.” I couldn’t
imagine my parents ever trying to hide me for a decision I made. I mean, if I
ever told them I was pregnant, they wouldn’t be happy but they would still be
supportive. “I’m sorry,” I
said. “Don’t be; it
isn’t your fault.” “It isn’t your
fault that you have had such a hard life,” I said. “Some of it is. I
was the one that chose to sleep with the jerk that I called a boyfriend.” “So you hate him
only because you are pregnant?” I asked. I was confused. It was just as much
Ginger’s fault as it was her boyfriend’s. “No, I hate him
because when I told him I was pregnant, he gave me this!” Ginger pointed to the
cut on her cheek that was starting to heel. “Again, Ginger, I
am sorry to hear that.” “Glinda, I want
to get my life turned around for real this time.” “What do you
mean?” “I’m about to
have a baby in a few months. If I don’t make some changes soon, my child is
going to end up just like me.” “And what changes
do you want to make? I will help you in anyway that I can.” “I probably need
to find some new friends,” Ginger began. “I don’t think the ones I hang out
with now are a very good influence.” “You are always
welcome to join my group of friends.” “I am also
interested in becoming serious about religion.” “I can help you
there too.” “Thanks, Glinda.
You are almost like a sister to me.” “I think it is
too early to call you my sister, but give it time.” Ginger threw her
arms around me and gave me a tight hug. I couldn’t help but hug her back. My
prayers were being answered.
Chapter
10
I was so excited
for Ginger to go to church on Sunday. I was hoping that the sermon would be
just want she needed to hear. She already had an open heart and mind but she
still needed to make the ultimate decision to surrender her life to Christ. This time, when
the pastor came forward to begin the sermon, Ginger was ready. She had her note
paper, Bible, and a pen. “When we think
about the heroes in the Bible,” the pastor began, “we often think of King David
or Moses or numerous other people. You probably don’t think of Rahab, the
prostitute, as a heroine. Let us begin by reading Joshua chapter two verses one
through twenty four.” The pastor read
aloud about the spies who had gone to look at some land and ended up staying
with Rahab. The king was told about the spies and demanded Rahab to release
them. She lied and said they had left even though she had hidden them on her
roof. In return, God saved her and her family when the land was attacked. “You wouldn’t
expect God to use Rahab,” the pastor said, “because of her background, but Rahab
is actually an ancestor to Jesus. Rahab believed in God and was ready to be
used. “Faith leads to
confession. As Romans ten, nine through ten says, If you confess with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in your
heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your
heart you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess
and are saved. “Faith also leads
to action. James two verses seventeen and twenty five through twenty six says, Faith, by itself, if it is not accompanied
by action, is dead…. In the same was, was not even Rahab the prostitute
considered righteous for what she did when she gave lodging to the spies and
sent them off in a different direction? As the boy without the spirit is dead,
so faith without deeds is dead. Faith works. “Faith leads to
change. This can mean a changed life, like in First Corinthians six eleven. Some of you used to do those things. But
your sins were washed away. You were made holy. You were made right with God.
All of that was done in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of
our God. And Second Corinthians five seventeen says, Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has
gone, the new has come! Finally, a changed life is mentioned in Romans
eight one. Therefore, there is now no
condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. “Another
change that faith brings is a changed future. There are several verses that
talk about this change. The city and all
that is in it are to be devoted to the Lord. Only Rahab the prostitute and all
who are with her in her house shall be spared, because she hid the spies we
sent… Joshua spared Rahab the prostitute, with her family and all who belonged
to her, because she hid the men Joshua had sent as spies to Jericho- and she
lives among the Israelites to this day. Joshua chapter six, verses
seventeen and twenty five. “By faith, the prostitute Rahab, because she
welcomed the spies, was not killed with those who were disobedient. Hebrews
eleven thirty one. “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift
of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans six twenty three. “Everyone has sinned and fallen short of
God’s glorious standard, and all need to be made right with God by His grace,
which is a free gift. They need to be made free from sin through Jesus Christ.
God sent Him to die in our place to take away our sins. We receive forgiveness
through faith in the blood of Jesus’ death. Romans three, twenty three
through twenty five. “And finally,
Revelation chapter one verse five says, He
is the One who loves us, who made us free from our sins with the blood of His
death.” “Liz Curtis Higgs
once said, ‘If God can turn a harlot into a holy vessel, entrusting her with
the very genes that would one day produce the King of kings, surely those of us
with a past can leave our shame in the rubble and walk away, fixing our eyes on
the One who washes us white as snow.’ “Do you have a
decision to make?” the pastor finished. “If so, I invite you to talk to me.” The service
continued with a song. I couldn’t wait for church to be over so that I could
talk to Ginger. I thought the sermon seemed just right for her. Hopefully, she
felt the same way. She sure had taken a lot of notes. “So, what did you
think?” I asked eagerly as soon as the last song was done. “It was like God
was speaking to me!” Ginger answered. “I had no idea that one of Jesus’
relatives was a prostitute. If God can use Rahab, then He can use me!” I couldn’t help
myself. I hugged Ginger again. Hopefully this was only the beginning to her
relationship with God!
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11
“Do you mind if I
sit with you?” Ginger asked my friends and me at lunch on Monday. I knew that
Ginger was going to stop hanging around her old friends. I didn’t realize she
meant my friends and me. I guess I really didn’t care. I was willing to forget
about her past. “Of course,” I
answered. “Thanks.” Ginger
sat down beside me. “Ginger, these
are my friends, Samantha and Charity. Sam and Charity, this is my cousin,
Ginger.” “It’s nice to
meet you, Ginger,” Samantha said politely. “So how do you
like this school?” Charity asked. “Well, it was
rough at first, but I am starting to like it here.” “That’s good to
hear,” Charity said. “Are you involved in anything?” “I was going to
go to youth group last night with Glinda but I was sick most of last week and
Glinda was gracious enough to bring home all my homework.” “What was wrong?”
Samantha asked in concern. “Pregnancy
complication.” Charity and
Samantha both looked at Ginger is shock. “You’re
pregnant?” Charity finally asked. “You didn’t say
anything, Glinda,” Samantha said. “Why would I say
anything? It’s not my story to tell.” “Thanks, Glinda,
for keeping my secret. You didn’t have to do that though. It’s going to come
out eventually. I can’t hide it forever.” “We actually had
a student here that did hide the fact that she was pregnant,” Sam said. “How did that
work?” Ginger asked curiously. “She was a new
girl so nobody really knew her. At first, she only wore sweatshirts and then
eventually she started wearing her coat inside. Since it was winter, nobody
really thought much about it. A majority of the school was surprised when over
Christmas break, she had her baby.” “I do wish I had
never got together with my boyfriend,” Ginger said, “but I can’t change the
past. This baby is not a mistake. God has plans for me and this child.” “That is a good
way to look at it.” “Thanks. I can
really use your prayers right now. Being a pregnant teenager isn’t easy.” “We can do that
for you,” Charity promised as the bell rang.
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12
After school, I
found Ginger waiting impatiently by my locker. “What’s the
hurry?” I asked her. “We are going
somewhere. Don’t worry; I already got your mom’s permission.” “Where are we
going?” “It’s a
surprise.” “How am I going
to drive there if I don’t know where we are going?” “Don’t
worry; I will direct you.” Ginger and I got
into my car and she directed me to wherever it was that we were going. “The Crisis
Pregnancy Center?” I asked in disbelief as I pulled up in front of the
building. “Ginger, I don’t think you are considered a crisis anymore.” “We are going to
volunteer, silly,” she said as she got out of the car. “What exactly are
we going to be doing?” “I don’t know. When
I called though, they said they had some projects that we could help with.” “Ok,” I said
doubtfully. “Glinda, when I
first realized that I was pregnant, I went to a crisis pregnancy center. They
were so helpful. Now, I want to give back.” “Ok, fine.” We went inside
and approached a woman behind a desk. “How may I help
you?” she asked. “My name is
Ginger. I talked to someone about volunteering.” “Of course. We
have another girl working on folders. Why don’t you go join her? She is in the
second room on the left.” “Thank you.” “What are folders?” I asked as we headed down
the hall. “Beats me.” We entered the
room and found a girl about our age stuffing folders with a bunch of brochures. “Are you the
volunteers?” the girl asked. “Yes. I’m Ginger
and this is Glinda.” “I’m Wendy.” “What are we
doing?” I asked. “We are assembling
folders of information for people who come in. All you have to do is fill a
folder with one of each of these brochures.” Ginger and I
grabbed some folders and started filling them with brochures. “Do you come here
often?” Ginger asked Wendy. “I come here
about once a week. I just feel the need to help others make the same decision
as my sister. Even though I don’t get much of an opportunity to talk to people,
I still feel like I am helping in some small way.” “Was you sister
pregnant?” Ginger asked. “Yeah, a couple
of years ago. She came here, intending to have an abortion. She met a Christian
counselor and decided to keep the baby. She also started going to church with
the counselor. One day, she invited me to go. Shortly after that, I gave my
life to Christ and was baptized.” “What is
baptism?” Ginger asked curiously. “Baptism happens
after you surrender your life to God. Once you accept the forgiveness God gave
you through the death of His Son, Jesus Christ and decide to live your life for
Him, a person is baptized. Baptism means that you are immersed in water to
symbolize the washing away of your sins.” “How come you
didn’t tell me about baptism, Glinda?” Ginger asked. “You just started
showing interest in God a few days ago, Ginger. You can’t learn everything in
one day.” “So what happens
after you are baptized?” Ginger asked. I could tell that she was very
interested in this concept. “You become a
member of God’s family. You will live your life for Him and then afterwards,
you will live eternity in Heaven.” “Are you
baptized, Glinda?” “I was baptized a
year ago.” “God can use me
and my baby. I want to live my life for Him.” “Shall we pray?”
Wendy asked. We all grabbed
hands and bowed our heads. “Lord,” Wendy
prayed,” I thank You for Glinda and Ginger. I thank You for helping Ginger make
the decision to live her life for You. I pray that You will work though her and
her baby, helping them to do Your work. Amen.” “Amen,” Ginger
and I repeated. “Welcome to the
family, Ginger,” Wendy said. “I look forward to seeing you baptized.” “Thanks, Wendy. I
can’t wait.”
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As I watched
Ginger being immersed in the tub of water located at the front of the church,
my heart was filled with more love than I had ever felt before towards her. For
years, I had hated my cousin for all the bad decisions she made. Now, she was
actually making some good ones. As Ginger came
back up, the entire church stood and applauded. Even though that is tradition
for a baptism, I know that everyone in the church is legitimately excited when
a person decides to give their life to Christ. “I have never
felt happier,” Ginger said as we were eating lunch. “I felt the same
way when I was baptized,” I said. “As you go
through life,” my dad said, “you will find that you will constantly evaluating
your decisions, wishing you had did something different. You will never regret
giving your life to Christ.” “And along those
lines,” Ginger said seriously, “there is something I would like to ask you.” “Go right ahead,
Ginger.” “Well, I know
that when my mom sent me here, it was supposed to only be until the baby was
born, that way I wouldn’t harm the child with my bad decisions. The thing is, I
am worried about going back to my old sinful self when I go back home. I don’t
have any Christians in my life at home. I don’t want to go back to my old life.
I don’t want my child growing up in that kind of environment because then my
child will end up just like me when he or she is a teenager. “What I am trying
to say is, I would like to stay here after the baby is born. I feel God has
laid this on my heart. Living here will be good for me and the baby.” “I see nothing
wrong with that,” my mom said. “You make some valid points.” “I am ok with it
too,” I said, even though I wasn’t sure whether my opinion counted. “I am ok with
this,” my dad said, “but only if it is all right with your mother.” “I am sure it
will be all right with her. Part of the reason why she sent me here was because
she was ashamed to have a pregnant teenage daughter. She is still going to be
ashamed of me when the baby is born.” “Welcome to the
family, Ginger,” my dad said. We all engulfed
Ginger in a tight hug.
Epilogue
If you had asked
me before Ginger came to stay with my family if I would want her to stay
permanently, I would have thought you were joking. Ever since Ginger moved in,
I have been able to see God work through her. And together, both of us have
grown in our relationship with God. And even though
Renee Glinda is only a month old, Ginger is already reading a children’s Bible
to her and praying out loud with her. I know God will do amazing things through
the two of them. © 2013 Kimberly Adams |
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