My Antidote

Ravishing thoughts spinning

I cast my blood thirsty pen

Holding truth never to be spoken

Deep inside my stained heart

Tears turn into dirt on floor

Clothed in safety, hiding is my art

Fear, my personal war

I say I’m sorry

Yes, I mean’t to try

A life wasted

My breath feels gone

Lost in maze of being tainted

Losing the battle you have won

The price of love, I cannot pay

My once blue eyes faded grey