When I Looked In the MirrorA Poem by Jen Garmala
When I looked in the
mirror
I studied face,
eyes, and being,
But all I saw was a blur;
Emptiness I tried fleeing.
Unknown to me was my
face.
In its place were things unclean,
Things I wanted to erase;
Liar, thief, and all between.
I was empty and bitter
By the promises broken,
By the negative chitter
To myself I had spoken.
I hid in isolation
Scared of what others might think.
My mistakes, my fixation,
Always causing me to shrink.
I didn’t know You were there,
That You were lifting me out
Into the light, to fresh-air,
Where I could finally sprout.
When I look in the mirror
I do not study myself,
And yet everything’s clearer.
Now I seek out Him, God’s self.
I have lost all that was me; The imperfections and doubt. My future I cannot see, But now I trust in God’s route.
I will have faith in
His plan,
A path I will
blindly take,
And let Him guide my
life’s span For now I live for His sake. © 2013 Jen Garmala |
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1 Review Added on February 15, 2013 Last Updated on February 15, 2013 AuthorJen GarmalaLas Vegas, NVAboutAt the moment, I'm trying to get through college; working on breaks, studying like crazy, and meeting new people. more..Writing
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