It's Me

A Poem by Jeffery Hayes

I feel
I push everyone I love away
When I try to pull them closer
I loose grip and I am sent falling
From myself.
Becoming someone I don't even know.

Looking at my self from another view.
I see the broken little boy
The damaged young adult.
The scared of love man I am.

I try so hard to find the me
I want to be.
I mess up
I fall apart.
I break down.

It's Me

And as much as I never wanted to admit
That I am loose more of myself
When every you go.
I feel weak
So vearunabily

It's me
That I am losing
Every time
I watch you leave