Your side of the bed

My side of the bed 

I never want to fall asleep.

I just want to stay in this bed forever, 

and talk about everything and anything with you.

I never want to leave your arms.

I feel so safe in them,

It’s starting to feel like home to me.

                                                                               Your side of the bed

                                                                               I have never opened up to someone like this. 

                                                                               It has been years since a girl like this has come along.

                                                                               It’s like a dream.

                                                                               But I’m still a nightmare.

                                                                               I’m a mess.

 

My side

I have been looking forward to this night. 

I feel like it has been forever since I got to feel you in my arms.

I never want to let you go.

But I know deep down inside me that you 

one day are going to leave me here. 

That’s all you talk about.

Leaving me.

I’m so scared to loose this.
I’m so scared to loose us.

                                                                              Your side

                                                                              I jumped into this too soon.

                                                                              I use to feel something between us.

                                                                              But it’s just not there anymore.

                                                                              I need to figure this out.

                                                                              Hell, I need to figure myself out. 

My side
I can feel it.

I knew this was too good to be true.

It’s going to end.

I want to hang on longer

Please don’t leave me.

Don’t leave me.

                                                                             Your side
                                                                              I feel nothing.

                                                                              I need to be alone.

 

My side

I feel everything.

It’s like glass about to explode 

in the middle of my chest.

                                                                       

                                                                            Your side

                                                                            I broke up with her.

                                                                            I need to move on.

My side
He broke me.

I haven’t stopped crying myself
to sleep for three weeks straight.

He doesn’t even care.

All I have left is the memory of the him.

He’s literally nothing but a memory.

 

                                                                         Your side

                                                                         I don’t think about her.

                                                                         I try not to think about what we had-what we went through.

                                                                         It’s over and I am moving on.

 

 

My side

I drink to get you off of my mind.

 

                                                                       Your side

                                                                        I drink to numb my problems away.