New Love

10/12/15

Someone special has recently entered my life

And it seems he is here to stay

Around him I feel incredibly giddy

And when we're together I always have fun

Somehow I was lucky enough to rope him in

So that now I can call him mine

For I see something unique in him

That quite simply drives me crazy

I am afraid that I will lose him

Drive him away with my words

Or my actions

Or my mind

His past relationships scare me

As it seems he's never seen a great one

The bar is set about as high

As it possibly could be

But I want to conquer this challenge

Because losing him would be a great loss indeed

I love to see his smile

His laugh is music to my ears

For as his fingertips caress me

Butterflies flit around inside me

Im unused to being the "woman"

But I feel feminine around him

For in his arms I know that I am safe

And I know he keeps me warm

His body is hard as could possibly be

But as I lay on him

He is as soft as he is sweet

I think I could fall in love with him

...But I wonder if he could ever love me

He is ashamed of his skin

Which is assaulted by disease

He doesnt see that he is beautiful,

That he is perfect to me

That disease is what drives him

He is passionate about finding a cure

In that passion is his maturity

And in that drive

I see his is gorgeousness

When he grins his eyes squint

And his light brown eyes sparkle

His body shakes

And his heartbeat quickens

He is a jovial man

And in that way

He is beautiful

There is a dedication that he has

Centered around adventure

Such that can be seen only in

Disney movies and wild dreams

...Or on roofs staring at the blood moon

I am an insecure woman, though

And his recent ex haunts me

The breakup was fresh when we began

And is fresh now

Perhaps he means it when he said it's over

But his subconscious begs to differ?

So says my mind...

But instead I'll choose to trust him

And at least for now

I want him in my life

So I will try my best to soldier on

And keep his hand in mine

For I know this man makes me happy

And happiness is all I want