Is This Love?

4/10/15

It was you 

Always on my mind

It was you

Every time I closed my eyes

It was you

Even when I chose my pride

It was you

Always you

On my mind.

Could it be

Maybe I still want you now

It's cruel to me

That you ignored my feelings

Don't you know

Just how much I loved you so

So

Don't go leaving me behind

I'm still reaching

For your beautiful mind

Those kind eyes

Why do they not look at me

The way

That they

Would before?

Oh 

It is ripping me inside

You could hear it if you tried

But I 

Suppose you know

That you can't love me anymore

You're tired

You've cried

And I've broken you before

You're hurt

All because of me

And I know

Now you're scared to face me

I know

That you're prepared to fight me

I know

Your eyes now scan right over me

I know

I know

For that you won't forgive me

Believe me

At least

I love you

Can we

Still be friends?

I need you in my life

I'll protect you with my life

I'll be happy all my life

And hope that you be  happy too

Because I love you

At least

Believe me

Can we 

Still be friends?

It was always you.

Always you. 

Never me.

Author's Note

About the uncertainty of a relationship I've had and my random thought process during the course of the relationship.