Prove I'm Sorry

I apologize for my mistakes.

I'll prove to you 

I'm sorry 

By crying in the hallways. 

I will prove to you 

That I'm sorry 

By tearing up the pictures that you loved. 

I will prove 

I will prove to you 

That nothing that you've ever done was worth it. 

(Not that I recognized). 

I will prove 

I will prove to you 

That all you ever did was struggle in your web of s**t. 

 (That whirlpool of lies). 

But I'm not sorry to you 

I am sorry to myself that I wasted my time. 

I'm not sorry, not to you 

Just to myself for thinking I was satisfied. 

So just watch 

Watch me die 

As the monster living in my insides 

Is revived

And comes to life...