Off Guard

Right now, I'm sick to my stomach,

It's weird to see my happiness suddenly plummet.

You think I'd know better by now,

Still I'm caught off guard but I don't know how.

It's not like I can blame her for this,

If I never really swung, how can I miss?

Again I had to learn from someone else,

News she should have just told me herself.

With her, it's like the definition of insanity,

It's always the same, so why do I expect differently?