Out of My Head

I can't stop thinking about her, I want to stop but she fills my mind. It is killing me to think about her, I just want to stop. Apologize for the little F bomb. Moment of vocabularic weakness.

I dont know what to say

I wish these feelings would just go away

Work is hard when you are there

The way I feel just isn't fair

I wonder what is wrong with me

You and i used to be a possibility

I sometimes wish that I was dead

I just want you, the f**k out of my head.

It's probably just me, it's all in my mind

I look at you and you seem to be fine. 

I wonder if you even hurt at all

Seeing what we had crumble and fall.

Is it time to move on and find a new start?

Will you ever really know you broke my heart?

You tell people you think me a child

Not going to lie that really hurt for a while.

I thought you saw me as something more,

When I heard you said that my heart hit the floor.

I am filled with much depression and sadness,

Thinking of you constantly feels like madness.

I am sure I am over thinking all of this,

It would be nice if we could talk about this.

To get much needed closure would put me at ease,

Can't I just stop feeling like this, please.