Alone

The world doesn't fit in with me

Point and stare

I am its freak

The people are so speechless

I trap myself

Sleeping to escape reality

I don't want to remember all those things

All the things that  have left me

No friends or family by my side

I've fell in love a few times

Now I watch it all leave behind

These accomplishments are become failings

No one there to be proud of me

Wathch me graduate University

Go drink in a dark backstreet

Forget those who forgot me

Then I forget me

Where did all the smiles go?

Where did my mother and father go?

Life has become a wasteland

Painted by my own selfish decisions

So Alone I write

Alone I drink

Alone I sleep

Alone I turn into Ebineezer Scrooge

Hating all the happy things people do

Realizing I only miss the laughter I once had

So long ago

Now just a dream

A dream that is drifting further

This life of mine

Is now a pasted world of copied misery

Dirty, filth is becoming the man that is me

Reviews

[Honourfish]

Great poem! I believe everyone feels alone at times, and I definitely have felt alone before pushing people away and that people don't like me. Thanks for putting it into words.