At night I lay alone.
My Phone is never dry but it might as well be because you're not on my line.
And at night I lay alone and wonder what you got goin on
I needed someone to hold me and God gave me these situations that made me strong, strong enough to Hold a man....
Someone like you.
because that seems to be the only thing you're used to... Holding and not being held.
I needed someone who is exactly where you are.... Far away but near to my heart, someone who knows how I got every single one of these scars...
I need exactly who you are.
You're the perfect combination of hard, soft , soft , soft..... And I need that softness because I'm so used to being hard and
I wanna be putty in someone's hands and I wanna be that ribbon wrapped around someone's finger and I wanna sit and daydream and not feel bad about it because I know you're thinking the same s**t too.
3 am and I'm up thinking about my outward attire, this mask I wear, this hard hard mask I've made, wondering what will I wear so they cannot see?
Damn, I need to rest...
But truth be told you're the only one I'm trying to impress...
Regardless of your sexist and old fashioned views, Even tho I'm all about woman power I never minded being putty in your hands or that ribbon wrapped around your finger.... I know you probably think I'm misconstrued.
One minute I'm happy the next sad, girls pray to fall in love but for me this s**t was never a fad..... I needed a reason think harder than I do.
To agree with my friends that men really ain't s**t but know deep down that I found you.
You're 5 feet and 9 inches of everything I need wrapped into one fucked up little ball that I can't keep my hands off of.. I like you.
& I don't know what's worse.... Feeling deep down that you're exactly what I need, but knowing you just don't want to.