Should I Be Worried?

Should I be worried? 

Should I be afraid?

My life is so mixed up

Am I really saved?

I thought I was

I got baptized a while back.

But then I lost all control

And veered far off track.'

Now I'm wondering

Will I be able to enter?

That beautiful place where all is pure,

With Jesus Christ at the center.

I need to ask for forgiveness,

To surrender, lay it all down.

I keep hearing these stories 

Of people who were once lost, but now found.

I see the joy in there eyes

They've finally figured it out.

Now, can somebody help me

To overcome my doubt?

Because I want what they have.

Love, joy, peace, hope.

But I'm missing something

And its getting harder to cope.

I'm like the foolish builder

I'm like the seed planted on rocky ground

I'm like Peter, reaching out to Jesus

Hoping he won't drown.

This poem is to be finished

When I have figured it out

What I was missing, what I did wrong

And what this life is all about.

Reviews

[Passionate]

Pretty good!! I like it A LOT :)

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I really like this, it is good so far. Sometimes I can get to feeling like this, but then again we all can from time to time.

Good Job