Being Normal

My name is Jennipher, with a "ph". Strange right? The "ph" in the Jennipher I mean. I thought it suit me though, since I am quit strange myself. Didn't have much friends through school. Just my voices and the wind. So I guess it wasn't bad what I did. I wasn't going to be missed and neither were the rest.

I see myself, sitting on the ledge of the roof now. As the wind caresses my face and whispers... "leap". Sitting on the ledge of this 74 story building where I shoot up the very last of my heroine and hear them whisper "your euphoria".

The voices led me there. They led me to all the things I've done. They've led me to all the murders. All the bodies, all the carnage, all the blood. I wasn't like this before. I remember being like the rest of you humans. With self thoughts and conscious and all the other bullshit society leads you to believe is right.

I remember being... Whats that word you all call it?... Hmm... Nor...norm... NORMAL! I remember being normal. I believe I was six when it all started. My first episode? I cut my goldfish in half with a pair of scissors. Strange right? How long it took me to think of such a common used simple word like normal.

I don't think what I did was wrong. I put people out of their misery. All the elderly so close to an agonizing dull death, all the children a waiting a life full of sorrows. I saved them. Death is beautiful. It's peaceful. I am a hero... A god.

There are police men and half of the fire department surrounding this 74 story building... Strange. My name was Jennipher, with a "ph".

Reviews

[Mila]

Wow...this was so incredibly powerful I got goosebumps! I really don't know what else to say except "bravo"! You have such a talent for conveying a powerful and significant emotion with so few words, its remarkable! This is something I haven't seen some big shot authors accomplish! Great, great job! Well done! :)

[Jennifer S Bonilla]

Wow thank you so much it really means a lot to me. I'm so hard on myself when it comes to my work and this just made me want to write more :)

[Coyote Song]

A very gripping piece of writing. It held my interest all the way through.
An impressive and powerful piece of writing!!!

[Roger Turgeon]

Strangely normal...came across as more real than fiction. Don't jump!!! (Just a few grammar things to work out like "quite" instead of "quit"..... and "many friends" instead of "much friends". try "I think it suits me though" instead of "I thought it suit me though". Sorry for all that but I hope you take it in the spirit in which it was intended ( : O )